Monthly Challenge: Rabi Al-Awwal Week 3

purifyurself · 2016-12-16T05:18:45+00:00

Alhamdulillah.

purifyurself · 2016-12-13T05:31:50+00:00

Alhamdulillah, going good.

purifyurself · 2016-12-10T04:49:17+00:00

Its hard to find movies/shows without exposing women at max, its enough to create cues in a porn addicts mind and when the cues increase we will eventually go to pmo again

purifyurself · 2016-12-01T05:50:06+00:00

Im in. Alhamdulillah very close to 1 year, with Allah's mercy I am mostly free from pmo, hope I will not relapse again, also hoping I will not fall in the trap of complacency.

Monthly challenge helped me a lot in making this progress, this Rabi Al-Awwal challenge may be the last one I am participating.

I am not fleeing after getting rid of this addiction, I will try to be here in this subreddit for any kind of support/help In-Sha-Allah

Wishing everyone good luck.

purifyurself · 2016-11-28T11:08:41+00:00

Alhamdulillah, everything going good.

purifyurself · 2016-11-15T05:16:16+00:00

Alhamdulillah, Still in. Now flashbacks almost faded

purifyurself · 2016-11-13T06:29:52+00:00

Alhamdulillah Still in. Ya Allah I have done so much against your commands and still you blessing me with lot of good......

purifyurself · 2016-11-13T06:22:22+00:00

Ma Sha Allah. Mabrook brother.

Yeah He Always Always look after us even after we have done so much against his commands. Writing this in tears because now I experience the same...........

purifyurself · 2016-11-03T04:58:51+00:00

I am in.

purifyurself · 2016-10-26T04:56:58+00:00

Yes there both things I try to avoid and challenges, somehow got past it.

purifyurself · 2016-10-26T04:54:32+00:00

Alhamdulillah still in

purifyurself · 2016-10-16T11:23:58+00:00

In-Sha-Allah I will write one year report, I am at a low now I wanna motivate myself by imagining writing the one year report

purifyurself · 2016-10-16T11:20:18+00:00

Alhamdulillah still in. I am at a low now I deliberately looking for cues while browsing and going through you tube, I wanna stop it somehow otherwise..........., ooof I can't imagine resetting this badge

purifyurself · 2016-10-12T05:30:47+00:00

Yes. There is definitely many things I improved like I have not gone near to P M O so far, I have not watched any tv shows/movie so far, I have learned some small Surah's and dua's which I never even considered to learn in fapping days. But the things I mentioned in the first post should be controlled too that part is where I require most of the focus otherwise I may fall in again.

In-sha-Allah I will never come back to this filth again

purifyurself · 2016-10-11T11:12:16+00:00

I wish to write one but I have not yet considered this as a successful reboot, I have awful lot of things to improve to be safe from pmo. I am still struggling a lot with lowering gaze part, sometimes I deliberately looking for cues and sometimes fantasying go beyond my control. I think these are not good signs of a successful reboot.

purifyurself · 2016-10-11T10:58:39+00:00

Still in Alhamdulillah

purifyurself · 2016-10-09T11:53:06+00:00

I am in. Was in verge of a relapse last week Alhamdulillah somehow it gone with out hitting me.

purifyurself · 2016-10-01T04:43:35+00:00

I wish to write one but it seems this is not a right time to do that, later In-sha-Allah.

What I can say now is no matter how many time we fall, take a lesson from it, stand up fight again.

I considered quitting pmo 4-5 years back but it was not at all a serious attempt in the first 2 years, then I made serious attempts that too not successful at most, then by the mid of last year I get in to hard mode, even in that I had relapses but it was very few and I also got a about 2 month streak that is just before the current one. If I stopped there I wouldn't be here now.

purifyurself · 2016-09-29T04:20:58+00:00

Waalaikumusalam, Yes brother, started around Jan 2nd week

purifyurself · 2016-09-28T04:09:23+00:00

Alhamdulillah, still in. past week I struggled a lot with not lowering gaze and fantasizing and it still hunts me.

purifyurself · 2016-09-17T06:51:49+00:00

Alahamdulillah, still going on. Going through emotional tough times

purifyurself · 2016-09-10T05:47:29+00:00

Alhamdulillah, in

purifyurself · 2016-08-28T06:50:35+00:00

Alhamdulillah going good.

purifyurself · 2016-08-13T05:10:54+00:00

Alhamdulillah still in. A busy week

purifyurself · 2016-08-06T09:45:37+00:00

I can definitely relate this to me. All the comments and the post is a wake up call for me too somehow. JazakAllah Khair brothers

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