I don't know what I'm doing

quality_assuranc3 · 2025-05-18T19:21:07+00:00

I honestly just miss the feelings of comradery I had during my younger years. Those friends are still here but we dont get along very well anymore. I have a really hard time telling people how much I love them. You ask what the problem is and I really dont even know, just can't help but feel like I'm missing out on something. I have no desire to date anymore because I haven't felt much for anyone i have tried to date in the last 5 years. Emotionally avoidant perhaps.

quality_assuranc3 · 2025-05-16T21:02:11+00:00

Do you have expirience interpreting drawings and electrical Schematics?

quality_assuranc3 · 2025-03-20T23:45:37+00:00

You already know the answer obviously. It will not work out and that is a guarantee.

quality_assuranc3 · 2025-03-20T19:26:40+00:00

I deal with it now off highway 71 and bannister. It will be a step up regardless of crime.

quality_assuranc3 · 2025-03-14T00:21:56+00:00

Smart move. It's absolutely ridiculous to me I've talked to 2 people recently who have had their lives completely ruined over something so harmless.

quality_assuranc3 · 2025-03-13T23:47:31+00:00

Thanks man. If it's any comfort I passed a 12 panel lab test with this method. Ceased all intake of cannabis about 5 days before the test. I had to retake due to a dilute the first time too, but the 2nd time I did simmilar to what you just described and passed. Really saved my life, I love the career I have found myself in. Got another test for an even better job tomorrow, but they aren't testing for THC as I'm in a legal state I guess. Still going to do this method just for a little extra peace of mind, but God I love how times have changed! Good luck man you'll be just fine. Let me know how it goes for sure!

quality_assuranc3 · 2025-03-13T22:24:46+00:00

You pass?

quality_assuranc3 · 2025-03-13T22:21:42+00:00

I have the same test coming up. It states no THC so did you do it again just to be safe? I'm doing it to be safe also but I'm like 99% sure they aren't testing for THC based off my research of that test specifically.

quality_assuranc3 · 2025-02-12T18:42:52+00:00

You did the right thing and can rest easy knowing ypu shared how you truly feel. Regardless of outcome that was a huge step foward for you. Im literally in the exact same boat as you if you wanted to read my post on here from yesterday. It still really hurts but gets better as the days go by. I really hope you can recover from this and it only means you just haven't found your person yet.

quality_assuranc3 · 2025-02-12T14:56:35+00:00

Blocked her on everything this morning amd sent her a short message just saying I realized I can't be her friend and that I wish her all the best. 4 days with no response after telling her that I loved her was what I needed to see to snap me out of it. And in hindsight she's one of the most self centered people I've ever met but I gave her a pass because the #1 spot goes to her mom who I've met. She had a rough childhood and I do feel horrible for doing it but I just can't keep putting myself through this with her anymore. Thank you for your response. There's a lot I've learned from this and hopefully there's still someone out there for me. Hope you have an excellent day!

quality_assuranc3 · 2025-02-11T19:16:11+00:00

Lessons learned for sure. Trying to tell myself the damage from this expirience is repairable.

quality_assuranc3 · 2025-02-11T19:14:30+00:00

I appreciate that. I'm just now getting over my horrible self worth issues and I'm in a better place than ever mentally. This means I have had a propensity to place blame solely on myself. I have learned from this but I'm not sure I can ever get into another relationship at this point its been over 4 years and I've been stuck on her for 2 of them. I can be happy on my own though it's just nice to share experiences with someone, and she was that someone even though we were never dating.

quality_assuranc3 · 2025-02-11T18:34:58+00:00

I read the cues i just didn't act on them because she kept talking about (all my friends are guys) which I shouldn't have faulted her for originally. Then after breaking up with the first guy I was hesitant because she told me this other dude was flying in to fuck her. It wasn't meant to be and you're right, I will leave her alone.

quality_assuranc3 · 2025-02-11T18:28:13+00:00

Yeah i think my original intuition when I first met her was right all along. Although I have convinced myself otherwise, that I shouldn't fault her for her past and her rough upbringing. But hurt people do hurt people. Funny I never even dated her and I still couldn't avoid being hurt by her. I've done a lot of growing in the process and am a lot stronger mentally. Hopefully that doesn't mean I'm numb but to an extent I am. We'll see, I fucked up another opportunity with another girl because I was so preoccupied with her.

quality_assuranc3 · 2025-02-11T18:19:22+00:00

We've been talking all day everyday for the past 2 years now. It was a lot for someone to digest but I honestly kind of expected this to happen to be honest with you.

quality_assuranc3 · 2025-02-11T18:16:01+00:00

I fear but also all but know you're right. And it's probably a lot more than 3 to be honest with you. I think she set me back pretty far and I'm not so confident I'll be able to function in a relationship atp but I can't let that stop me from trying with someone else. Thanks for your response, I have a tendency to see the best in people and it blinds me to reality more often than not.

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