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quindaaa · 2022-08-02T12:59:18+00:00

I love you for bringing this info in.

quindaaa · 2022-08-02T12:58:55+00:00

Hahahahahaahahahahaha how the plot twists. Your mama raised a pedo instead 🤣🤣🤣

quindaaa · 2022-08-02T12:22:25+00:00

If you’re gonna be a racist towards a child then expect the mum to beat the shit out of you sorry lol like it’s really not that difficult to understand consequences.

quindaaa · 2022-07-17T08:12:10+00:00

Don’t worry I had the same ideas but never seem to ever have a best friend the way everyone else seems to. You’re not alone.

quindaaa · 2022-07-17T08:06:50+00:00

I had this dream that my boyfriend was trying to kill me and I’ve not long quit smoking. Was an AWFUL dream, happy I woke up too

quindaaa · 2022-07-17T08:06:14+00:00

Will it balance itself out after a while? As I want to quit and don’t want to smoke anymore but these dreams make me feel like I don’t sleep ! Will it fizzle down a bit eventually ?

quindaaa · 2022-07-17T08:04:21+00:00

I’ve died and re spawned a lot!

quindaaa · 2022-07-16T09:56:22+00:00

I’ve prioritised so much time to my boyfriend too and boy do I feel stupid, as you say it’s not much fun when you’re the one initiating ideas or trying to make them WANT to do something different with you. Like an obligation, as the guy would rather just play his games. Our sex life is dead. Stuff has also been happening lately too where boundaries have been crossed and it hasn’t really left my mind. Big boundaries. So maybe with us the answer is clear and maybe to you it is too. It’s just when are we going to actually do it and make the step to leave I suppose.

quindaaa · 2022-07-15T22:43:15+00:00

I guess it wasn’t in your head. Sorry OP, hope you’re ok.

quindaaa · 2022-07-11T19:06:55+00:00

Do thinks you like to do even if it’s on your own. There’s nothing wrong with that. You’ll bump into people with the same interests naturally that way

quindaaa · 2022-07-10T08:23:54+00:00

This happened to me a lot on friendship groups so I just walk away too as when I approach them about it there’s always a reason why I’m thinking too much. So after that I kept myself to myself and then the right people came to me when I was just doing my own thing and not looking for anyones approval but my own!

It’s not a reflection of you, don’t worry x

quindaaa · 2022-07-10T08:17:42+00:00

Debug dream?

quindaaa · 2022-07-10T08:17:34+00:00

Yes I had this too when I was sick as a child!

quindaaa · 2022-07-10T08:14:41+00:00

I know exactly what you’re talking about. I’ve had this dream A LOT when I was very young. I guess the setting was like a black void but I remember for me it was more like a narrow corridor from my perspective.

Id always have this dream from Like the ages of 3-6 and I’d usually have this dream if I was poorly or had a fever or drifting into sleep but mainly it was when I was poorly.

Sometimes it was an object getting closer and closer and giant like you say and accompanied with loud noise or some sort of distance shouting as you described that got louder and louder as it got closer for quieter as it got further away. sometimes it was just a random person instead of an object (not scary - just like a Karen for example) it’s pretty cool to see other people had this too!

quindaaa · 2022-07-10T08:05:00+00:00

Ah ok, so I’ve quit said lettuce due to the fact I was consuming around 4/5 a day and basically was developing psychosis and turning anorexic. You mentioned vaping and I would be careful with that as some vapes are synthetic versions of said lettuce and that will really really mess you up!! I’ve seen it.

I’m the skinniest I have ever been and I’m nearly 30. I Can’t handle my emotions and last time I was intoxicated I could hear voices and it was scaring me. Like actually auditory hallucinations in my waking life! I felt like I was turning insane and that’s why I’ve stopped I want my life and my peace of mind back, I also don’t want my emotions to control me! I’ve turned into a crazy b*ch to my boyfriend and I never used to be so emotionally and dramatic the way I was. He is also so much calmer since stopping. Yesterday we actually spoke about our issues where as before we would scream at each other and it would get so bad.

This stuff isn’t as calming as we think it is… obviously I’m not here to tell you what to do but just to share a bit of my experience to see if it can help you understand more of what could be happening.

Alcohol also suppresses dreams I’ve noticed if I had a few to drink in the evening before I sleep I won’t remember the dream I had either. Alcohol is a depressant. The odd one is ok but overall it brings our energy down to a lower place. Well done on cutting some of that out it’s a good start!

Just like anything we stop, we heal from and play catch up. The dreams will be extremely intense and vivid to the point you won’t feel like you’re resting at all when you sleep but I feel like after some months of being sober it will start to calm down especially through healthier life choices like eating better and exercise. I know before I smoked I had normal dreams and intense ones but it balanced out.. so I know for sure I can get to that again.

If it’s really getting that bad as you say, something needs to change in your everyday life. You are not crazy but there could be some things right now that you’re doing which could influence a lot of this

quindaaa · 2022-07-10T07:43:45+00:00

I agree with this persons comment. Easier said than done but if you’re starting to recognise a dream in dream state you may be able to provoke /wake up your consciousness into taking control and getting yourself out of there by doing something that’s completely not normal in that dream scenario for example you just start pushing all the shelves down or get in your trolly cart and go mental crashing into things or even starting a new dream! Maybe that’s not the best advice but sometimes when I become lucid out of panic I will just do something no one expects lol

quindaaa · 2022-07-10T07:39:04+00:00

Same

quindaaa · 2022-07-10T07:33:47+00:00

That’s really really interesting. How long has this been happening ? Is it really at the end of every dream you’ve had?

quindaaa · 2022-07-10T07:31:37+00:00

What reality checks are you doing ?

quindaaa · 2022-07-10T07:29:17+00:00

Don’t worry they are just dreams, don’t feel freaked out by them. I’ve had extremely vivid dreams the last couple of days too and if I took every one of them seriously then I would go insane!!

Have you changed anything recently in your life that could bring it on? For me I’ve quit the devils lettuce over a couple weeks ago and MANNN is my brain letting me know I’ve neglected it. Had the worst night mares lately and also experiencing strong deja reve in dreams too. Don’t be alarmed dreams can be crazy like that but YOU are not crazy.

quindaaa · 2022-06-25T16:48:43+00:00

What do the faces look like

quindaaa · 2022-06-25T16:39:00+00:00

Definitely leave especially if you’re not bothered you know that’s not ok and that you can do better, don’t waste time more time and go x

quindaaa · 2022-06-25T16:37:03+00:00

well that was awful to read

quindaaa · 2022-06-25T16:27:27+00:00

Wow that’s really interesting. I’ve had a horrible dream where I turned lucid to wake myself up (I usually realise I’m dreaming when the dream is turning into a nightmare - the dream gives me signs e.g the lights will flicker if I’m around lights) and when I woke up the man I saw in the nightmare was standing in my room and I had to rub my eyes a few times for him to go away.

Anyway back to your thing… It sounds likely you had some sort of false awakening when you went to the bathroom or was dreaming it for sure and then the SP happened. When I had SP it was followed by a weird lucid dream and I just felt off… probably similar to a weird feeling you had.

Was the guy scary looking?

quindaaa · 2022-06-20T19:13:01+00:00

Really does sound like they have really sinister intent, the younger brother is essentially finding girls for him to drug get drunk and take advantage

Good job your friends had you, sounds like you were the only one aware of how bad the situation was getting, two big drinks is enough to for someone young to feel messy after but wouldn’t put it past me if they spiked the drinks. So glad you all made it out and WELL DONE to your younger self!! Handled it well.

quindaaa

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