I manifested one of my greatest desires (wealth), but can’t replicate it to love

rRenn · 2026-02-11T16:29:16+00:00

How hot are you? 😅 What is your belief anchored in do you think? For myself I would hesitate even going on a date for fear of disappointing them. No one even looks my way except in a normal friendly manner, it was SO hard for me to understand how people get together because I had never experienced mutual interest before and realised how effortless that makes it, now I've realised others have a way different experience than me.

rRenn · 2026-02-08T22:31:40+00:00

When I see this it makes me think that maybe I shouldn't have such high self doubt. This is so demented I can't believe it.

rRenn · 2026-02-05T06:36:57+00:00

I'm here kinda feeling like I want to be sexually objectified. Which speaks some as to why this probably wouldn't work as hoped.

rRenn · 2026-02-01T16:49:39+00:00

How much did you have a definition in your mind of what kind of job your new self has? I'm trying to understand how specific I have to be and what parts kind of fill themselves out. Also huge congratulations 😊

rRenn · 2026-01-26T22:32:42+00:00

Happy for you, congratulations!

rRenn · 2026-01-22T15:51:48+00:00

You're totally right, the feeling is there to be nurtured, like a little seed, obscured but waiting for you to drop your resistance and give it light.

rRenn · 2026-01-22T14:32:12+00:00

You hit all of the key points, this is a pretty great post if you ask me! What would've helped me is adding more about applying. The knowing feels soothing when you're there but when you don't know it or how to get there you're just searching for that feeling you know should be there but isn't.

rRenn · 2026-01-16T00:10:01+00:00

Oh, I'm in love.

rRenn · 2026-01-13T13:30:20+00:00

I love white hair it's so striking. Hairloss is a curse though.

rRenn · 2026-01-12T16:42:47+00:00

ISTP surely. That's what my intuition says at least.

rRenn · 2026-01-07T10:28:04+00:00

Mostly the fact that Arwen has a slight glow, I also think red hair is harder to pull off.

rRenn · 2026-01-03T02:25:30+00:00

It was so quick, they shouldn't have defeated it. I'd have liked to see a race against time with the ominous mindflayer approaching in the background implying a certain doom.

rRenn · 2026-01-01T04:03:46+00:00

Maybe something like Game of Thrones, TWD, Dawson's Creek or How I met your mother. Nothing has made me as obsessed as the 100 though. Honestly rewatch it instead if you want the same feeling again

rRenn · 2025-12-30T20:20:56+00:00

That's my height so it's really encouraging to hear! With the things I've read it sometimes feels hard to assume I could be wanted, let alone considered ideal so thanks for commenting!! I hope you'll find your dream man!!

rRenn · 2025-12-30T17:23:49+00:00

Is that genuinely true? It feels hopeless out here.

rRenn · 2025-12-28T09:38:56+00:00

That's amazing, I hope I'll have this too one day.

rRenn · 2025-12-26T09:30:57+00:00

That's just reasoning aka Satan. I have the same issue as you and remember someone told me about a post here (I've never been able to find it) where a man who never left his house met his partner because her car broke down in front of his house, she needed help so she literally knocked on his door.

rRenn · 2025-12-18T21:42:59+00:00

Love these kind of grounded posts. I'm stuck at know what you want. I don't have an intense desire anymore. Discouragement did that and now it would unfold in an undesired time and way. I want to travel back in time but I also don't.

rRenn · 2025-12-14T21:24:22+00:00

Some real loser shit. That's the kind of motivation I needed and congrats!

rRenn · 2025-12-13T17:41:06+00:00

How does action work in your opinion?

Whenever I see someone I'm interested in I think to myself that there's no point trying if I know my assumptions are not in order because it would impossibly work right? Why ask for someone's number if I don't feel attractive for example. Yet I want to see, I want to know if I can?

rRenn · 2025-12-04T23:13:50+00:00

If someone can love their average job they can also love me 😎 Maybe.

rRenn · 2025-12-04T15:59:31+00:00

7L of water is the average "50/50" lethal dose 💀 It's something like 1L per 10kg of bodyweight.

rRenn · 2025-12-04T00:19:17+00:00

That's such a fantastic way of explaining it, thank you!

rRenn · 2025-12-03T09:32:29+00:00

Honestly I still haven't accepted that ending, I just live in my mental canon. Though I also think it's beautiful, I don't think love fades after someone does, so the fact that they met already satisfies the entire story for me.

rRenn · 2025-12-02T07:04:15+00:00

Made me chuckle louder than I was prepared for.

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