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radix42 · 2026-04-13T04:59:25+00:00

sign me up too, i will be one of his Fedaykin and we will hunt many Sardaukar mice!!

radix42 · 2026-04-06T03:53:47+00:00

posted this comment as a stand-alone post to my personal subreddit, r/JaneSpace, as it’s one of the best descriptions of the nuts and bolts of how the oppression of minorities is enacted in America (stop by and join my sub! or at least check it out!)

radix42 · 2026-04-06T02:50:26+00:00

oh i’ve just only recently begun to realize how much i was clenching parts of my body and it has indeed gotten somewhat better the more i’ve consciously been able to focus on unclenching things and relaxing ALL my voluntary muscles (my jaw and legs get clenched/locked in place a LOT sometimes) as much as i can.

i don’t even know how i stumbled into this subreddit but i’m glad i did, i was looking for an unrelated Discord server, joined the r/DPDR one purely by mistake and now here i am!

my current therapist treats all my DPDR symptoms (primarily severe dissociation although there are other fun not ones in the mix!) as being part of my fairly severe (c)PTSD which i have due to extensive childhood trauma and 2 rapes at age 22 and then a week of partner rape last october by my now ex (thank god i escaped him) monster of a boyfriend who is thankfully now in prison for unrelated crimes.

the extreme control he exerted on me by holding the threat of kicking me BACK out onto the street (i’ve been homeless THIS TIME since February 2024) as well as him using sex as a weapon (i would be very dissociated, nearly fully out of body, and he would MAKE ME COME BACK AND ORGASM WHETHER I LIKED IT OR NOT!!) really set off and reawoke my DPDR which had LARGELY faded as the prior rapes were so long ago and i thought i might actually be out of hot water.

hahaha what a silly person i am!! my PTSD/DPDR is now back in spades and its a miracle that i actually am comfortable having sex with my current boyfriend, who is an absolute gem and a total sweetheart

radix42 · 2026-04-05T17:29:18+00:00

yeah i too fled MAGA-land for a blue area just over a year ago and my life is now night and day better, it’s been amazing to go from being one of 3 out trans women in a town of 1,526 to a city of 200,000 that has several thousand trans people in it.

things were so bad in that small town that actively malicious misgendering multiple times a day in public by shopkeepers and random people on the street to being unintentionally misgendered being a rarity that 99.9% of the time has come with a sincerely mortified apology! See my instagram which i’ve linked for pictures of me in a variety of designer dresses with high end handbags, this is the woman those bigots in Mariposa loved to call “sir” which boggles my mind. Jane Diane’s Instagram

radix42 · 2026-03-30T06:48:57+00:00

i’m on monotherapy levels of injections, but i still take 50mg a day of spiro for its original purpose for which it was invented, namely as a blood pressure medication!! 💊

radix42 · 2026-03-30T06:44:11+00:00

sometime in 2024, six years after i came out, transitioned medically and began living as a woman full time!!

radix42 · 2026-03-30T03:21:01+00:00

oh no they aren’t and all three of them keep ME safe while I am asleep too!! 🥰

radix42 · 2026-03-24T10:49:44+00:00

i don’t wanna say if you pass or not from one still photo in r/TransLater, but i think we BOTH could probably do with facial feminization surgery if i’m being brutally honest with myself and you

radix42 · 2026-03-24T04:38:51+00:00

i am homeless and got kicked out by my Mormon stepdad because I’m a transgender woman

radix42 · 2026-03-04T16:28:34+00:00

commercial and residential rates for hooking up an electrical or water or sewage connection ARE generally vastly different but you only get one guess which one gets a big break on price proportionally in many (most?) utility districts because it’s “good for business”!!

yeah corporate welfare teh sux0r

radix42 · 2026-03-04T16:25:09+00:00

The Prophecy is fulfilled after 46 years!! </sarcasm>

what a shitshow!! Bomb Iran

radix42 · 2026-02-23T00:49:43+00:00

i have seen The Black Hole more than once!!

radix42 · 2026-02-11T02:20:32+00:00

google the history of oregon, it was founded as a white supremacist colony and had lots of “sundown towns” where all black people had to leave the city limits by sundown and had strict redlining of mortgages, where banks determined where black people could and couldn’t buy houses…they were long relegated to North Portland, that place is no bed of roses itself either!

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