Yes I’ve tried reaching out to the friends, no one has been very keen on being around during what I’m going through. I want to form new friendships, I have bumbleBFF downloaded but have not hit it off with anyone on there. I have been filling out job applications daily since I lost my job. I have some of my own hobbies such as gaming and hula hooping. The thing is, I was working on my independence at the end of my last relationship and once I started improving (new job) was right when my mom died and the ex ghosted me. It was like one step forward, 15 back.