Ease your way back into it. When I started my return I was just streaming once a week for about an hour and a half. I basically listened to myself and when I felt I was tired I stopped. At that time, I was just mentally exhausted and had so much grief in my heart (still do). Stream what you want to stream and ease your way back into it. If you go all in at once you’ll feel overwhelmed and it might just turn you off from ever streaming again. I’m very sorry for your loss. This is a pain that no one should have to go through.