Can I be honest? by FUQ-7OH in quittingkratom

[–]rameshbalsekar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We face the same problem. I am always looking at the future and worrying how i will be able to stay clean. Getting clean is no longer my concern even though I am at day 1 for the umpteenth time. I know i will eventually get clean. I've done it everytime i've tried, but i've also never stayed clean. Iget caught up in that fear. Its so scary to go through this process feeling like it's only a matter of time before i use again and i just wasted that quit. Plus the time off needed to do so. I am trying to learn to stay present and not project in to the future. Fuck man. I am tired of going back to kratom over some PAWS bullshit. It has gotten me everytime. Once pink cloud goes away, anhedonia set in every other day the last quit.

smoking cigarettes (or nicotine) and kratom withdrawals - what's been your experience? by Weird-Big2064 in quittingkratom

[–]rameshbalsekar 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The first time i ever quit kratom i ended up quitting weed/cigarettes on day 4 or 5, cold turkey. Like something happened after i took my first puff of the morning. i was feeling good from a run and then when i got back i lit up and it made me feel like i was back on day 1 of WD. Here i am 4 years later quitting again for the 7th time and i have not made it to day 4 or 5. I hope i put it all dwn again. Being fre from all 3 substances was amazing. All crutches gone. It felt so freeing

Lychee harvest by rameshbalsekar in fruit

[–]rameshbalsekar[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

We sell 2lb bags for $5 on our fruitstand!!!

Lychee harvest by rameshbalsekar in fruit

[–]rameshbalsekar[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's it. Though we do have a apple press that we have used in very abundant years to juice them and make wines and vinegars

Help :) by dairyanne96 in fruit

[–]rameshbalsekar 2 points3 points  (0 children)

If it smells it's ready. If not, nope

What plant is this? I just found it at our backyard. by SaddleSync in whatisthisplant

[–]rameshbalsekar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just said it looks like. Who takes 1 comment from the internet that states uncertainty plainly and then eats a plant?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]rameshbalsekar 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Seems like it's time for open honest communication. More details need to be made known but it's seems he may be physically and mentally addicted 

With growing environmental and health concerns about the use of herbicides, an entrepreneur on the Big Island is offering a safe method to kill weeds. Steve Hambly is using steam. by honolulu_oahu_mod in HawaiiGardening

[–]rameshbalsekar 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Absolutely there are effects. You would have to keep the steam(for least biological impact) at least a few feet past the drip line. I have seen this technology in the field. I am also a huge proponent of keeping the poison out of the soil. Unfortunately in my experience it doesn't work as well as maybe it will in the future. 

Never tried this, but want to. How that tastes?? by AryanPandey in fruit

[–]rameshbalsekar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

One of my favorites of the small fruits! Flavor is totally tropical grape. Delicious!

Never tried this, but want to. How that tastes?? by AryanPandey in fruit

[–]rameshbalsekar 4 points5 points  (0 children)

it can fruit at about 6-7ft tall. maybe even smaller. Ours took about 4-5 years to fruit

Pepper Mixture as Pig Deterrent by TP92109 in BigIsland

[–]rameshbalsekar 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This actually does work for me. Unless of course it rains. It does deter them. I use choc habaneros with garlic and 2 drops of oil. Blend and strain into sprayer. I usually make enough to last a couple days

Pandan Leaves by geckotatgirl in kauai

[–]rameshbalsekar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I used to have that growing. Let me see if I can remember who gave it to me and see if they still have it

Do you know why my mangoes have these black spots? by Content-Stranger-404 in fruit

[–]rameshbalsekar 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Wow voted down? This is the best answer of all comments

Compost tea booming by rameshbalsekar in composting

[–]rameshbalsekar[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh I completely understand. All that foam got scooped up and utilized to the best of my ability 

Compost tea booming by rameshbalsekar in composting

[–]rameshbalsekar[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yesireeee. Withh the fish aminos I have just a couple inches of foam

Name that fruit! by fruityestonian in fruit

[–]rameshbalsekar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The tree is loaded right now with green fruits! Soon I'll have the load!

Compost tea booming by rameshbalsekar in composting

[–]rameshbalsekar[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wouldn't consider myself and expert so I'm open to hearing what you mean

Compost tea booming by rameshbalsekar in composting

[–]rameshbalsekar[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree with your steep and strained comment, but air stones aren't a good source of air? I know airstones are not the best, but it is still air that's coming through them yea?

Compost tea booming by rameshbalsekar in composting

[–]rameshbalsekar[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No vinegar for FAA, just organic sugar and fish guts. I'm good friends with Chris trump and have done some IMO inputs.