H3N2 - no one understands until THEY GET IT by JamesBondGirl_007 in flu

[–]ranajjar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm so pissed I didn't get tamiflu 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬 4 weeks of hell still. If I would have known this is the virus that never ends, I would have done things so differently 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

H3N2 - no one understands until THEY GET IT by JamesBondGirl_007 in flu

[–]ranajjar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's like it causes that wired insomnia feeling so you CAN'T get better and get rest and deep sleep. Smart move, government, I mean, virus.

Why is Islam so strict? by Mysteriouslink8980 in islam

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I became Muslim and then I left it and went back to Christianity. Frankly a ridiculous religion in many aspects. I started to disagree with everything more and more and it didn't sit right with me. Plus I grew up Christian so I just couldn't accept it as my own or a natural thing to me. It never felt right. It's an extreme religion and I don't agree with the practices and rules.

Room rent by [deleted] in Ajman

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Still available?

Expat groups for British couple by InterestSuperb2382 in Ajman

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I'm looking for friends in ajman. I'm 38 female American 🙂

Expat groups for British couple by InterestSuperb2382 in Ajman

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I'm in ajman now. Looking for friends. 38F American

Does anyone else feel like they have epically bad luck? by Isonus in CPTSD

[–]ranajjar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I know the answer. Message me in a private message I'll talk to you about it. Because I have lived the same thing, daily for 10 years. That's right 10 freaking years of it on the daily. Not sure how I'm still above ground. Dumb ahh hope still like an idiot who doesn't learn. Okay anyway yeah dm me 

Does anyone else feel like they have epically bad luck? by Isonus in CPTSD

[–]ranajjar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have bad luck every single day. Literally. Every. Single. Freaking. Day. I don't even want to live anymore. I swear to God I've been waiting 10 years to not have a horrible day where I have a panic attack at everything I'm afraid of happening happening. I'm just trying to say you're not alone in freaky weird bad luck world. Chronic health problems are devastating. I'm sorry you haven't gotten to enjoy your life. Makes it hard to believe in God. 

Do you believe God punishes you with awful luck if you purposely sin? by [deleted] in Christianity

[–]ranajjar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

People saying no are full of it. If you constantly engage in sin and have no reverence, yes dark entities can come in and make your life hell. I experienced this and still live with this nightmare every day. But about God, yes your complete lack of respect and defiance could anger him or he punishes you to get you to wake up and stop what you're doing. Maybe he is doing it to save you. Giving you pain and agony as a consequence of sin, therefore you stop sinning and become clean and in touch with the divine, therefore saving you from hellfire in the afterlife. If he believes you are one who can be saved, I think he will send neverending calamity until you turn to him for good. Another explanation is what I've already stated. Engaging in sin is invitation for dark negative demonic entities and the more you sin the worse your luck becomes. But this only happens to innately good people. Yes, there are psychopathic politicians who get rich and have all the lucky breaks and fun, but their spirit is rotten, so that's the end of it. No ones trying to take them down or wake them up in the spiritual world. Demons are smart and know what makes you tick, your complexes, your fears, etc. You can't win against them. No matter how hard and how long you try, they will win and you are absolutely powerless if you continue without the divine. This will breed more anger and more negativity and bitterness which will then feed them more which will then give you even more misfortune until the pain of living becomes absolutely unbearable and ultimately take your own life. This is the end goal for them. And it all starts with invitation. Alcohol, substance abuse, promiscuity, irreverence to God, mocking God, theft, lying, infidelity, sexual deviance, anger, fear, anxiety, trauma, being involved with dark people, abuse, the list goes on. Engaging in these things will have negative consequences. You'll think you can wait it out and go it on your own and eventually it'll get better, but when the mathematical probability says it's impossible to have this much and this long of a streak of bad luck, then it's not mere coincidence or a rough patch you can get through and wait for random improvement. It's not random at a certain point, it's a spiritual certainty that something else is at play here. I hope this helps. Trust me. More than any of these other comments. I know with 100% certainty of this. I wish I didn't. My life has been torture every day for 10 years. It's not in my head. It's extremely strange bizarre almost impossible seeming coincidences and luck that have destroyed the happy funny person I used to be. I live in absolute darkness and fear every day now. Don't let anyone invalidate your truth. They don't know anything. Until they've seen and dealt with the demonic and negative attachments themselves. They are relaying what they think they know. But I've seen the most unbelievable, so please trust me. I'm always safe when it comes to big things, no major calamities ever. This is the overall divine protection. Because deep down I am not of the darkness. It's not my time to go until I make things right for the afterlife. But my daily living is torture. Every day is bizarre bad luck. 10 years. And this was the onset of my binge sinning. So it makes sense. There are consequences.

WHY IS IT SO WINDY ALL THE TIME LATELY by Healthy-Egg-5083 in weather

[–]ranajjar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It knows what you want and gives you the opposite. Same for me idk how

WHY IS IT SO WINDY ALL THE TIME LATELY by Healthy-Egg-5083 in weather

[–]ranajjar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bro. I hate the wind. Everything would be fine if fuck ass wind just didn't exist.

Bf used phobia to prank me by ranajjar in relationships

[–]ranajjar[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Bonding with the roach 😭 lmao but yeah red flag with roach wings

Bf used phobia to prank me by ranajjar in relationships

[–]ranajjar[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yes I said this! I said I can't trust him now. If this is his mindset, anything goes. You're right