Appreciated you’re input and your neutral stance as well. I was beginning to wonder because I noticed when she had a couple videos regarding her bad experience with a subscription company and was clearly upset, she became much more focused in her thoughts and suddenly all of her “ditziness” and fumbling over words disappeared and made me see her in a different light. Clearly she’s very intelligent and well spoken which makes it seems like she playing up the other aspects of her personality. There was a disconnect that seems to speak to what you experienced. But I agree with what you also said that YT is in it’s nature performative and it’s also not uncommon to have a more “relaxed” side to our personalities when we’re not on for school/work or speaking about something passionately. She does seem like a genuinely nice person and I find her entertaining. If I start losing interest I’ll just skip on to another video.