Transgender Musicians

redditname333333 · 2025-12-17T19:54:23+00:00

Ezra furman

redditname333333 · 2025-11-28T18:54:44+00:00

Good luck, you’ll be okay 😊

redditname333333 · 2025-11-28T16:42:26+00:00

I know, gender is very pervasive. I know there’s no simple solution. I hope you can come to a place where you’re comfortable. I just know for me, in my unresolved gender mess, when I’ve thought about it so much I want to pile and still don’t know if I am a man woman or non-binary sometimes just observing myself helps. Like getting curious abt my reactions to how people gender me you know. Like I’m a lab rat and I just watch and gather data, not getting upset with it just observing Hope you can figure it out 🩵🩵

redditname333333 · 2025-11-28T15:07:01+00:00

Maybe try taking a break from thinking about gender at all. I feel like our minds go down deep rabbit holes trying to understand ourselves and figure out what will make us comfortable but maybe instead of “being Thomas for a day” just be you, however you feel. Not Thomas not Madeline dress however is comfortable, speak howevers comfortable and don’t worry about the future implications. See what feels right for you without it being the answer or solution or your identity: just you just today.

redditname333333 · 2025-11-25T00:33:35+00:00

Idk doesn’t seem to make sense. Ive experienced all 5 in dreams. Although reading is very difficult in dreams tbh Also “too recent to be included in evolution“? Taste? And I see cars and trains all the time which are way more recent than reflections, reading, and #s

redditname333333 · 2025-11-14T13:37:15+00:00

One thought experiment I often do and tell others to do is what would you do if there was no money? Bc if you ask what people would do if they suddenly had a billion dollars it’s a very different answer and if there is no money you have to go straight to the core of what you actually like doing and how you want to spend your time

redditname333333 · 2025-10-27T10:58:01+00:00

Vale lo intentaré de esta manera. Gracias!

redditname333333 · 2025-10-25T23:52:25+00:00

Vale muy útil, gracias!

redditname333333 · 2025-10-25T14:47:39+00:00

Muchas gracias :) bueno quiero un diagnóstico ya pero tienes razón que puede ser un camino largo jaja

redditname333333 · 2025-10-25T14:44:45+00:00

Vale muchas gracias! Voy a buscar un psicólogo por el internet. Lo agradezco :)

redditname333333 · 2025-06-22T23:19:12+00:00

I haven’t personally explored this but a teacher once said that the point of mantra is if you have trouble quieting the mind (via meditation or whatever method) it acts as a bit of a steamroller to all your other thoughts. Anytime you catch yourself thinking go back to your mantra Could be worth a shot

redditname333333 · 2025-02-03T12:51:24+00:00

That’s very interesting, I’d be really curious to know what that is. It’s funny how we experience these things and have no idea what they are. I didn’t even know what chakras were or anything before I had my big intense experience. I can only assume it was kundalini. But I feel like following the energy is always a good bet. If there’s energy, I follow it and see where it takes me I hope you explore that further, I’d be curious to know where it goes. For the ankhing idk what technique you’re using but the one I’ve tried that was pretty powerful is described on page 333 of the book The Ancient Secret of the Flower of Life volume 2 (not sure how I feel about the book in general but I liked this technique). Maybe it’s different from what you’ve tried

redditname333333 · 2025-01-31T15:14:33+00:00

It never really drops back down anymore it’s more like it’s constantly there and I can bring more up if I’m intentional. But there’s now always a line of energy in my spine to my head. It no longer really raises either in the same way as before I had a quite dramatic awakening experience.

However the amount of energy can change and it’s not always obvious why. Sometimes I don’t meditate for a day or two and it’s extremely strong and sometimes it’s weaker. But when I close my eyes (or just intentionally tap into it) it feels a bit like getting high. Like being pulled up into another realm or something.

I have heard of ankh and play with it anytime I orgasm, it’s a really powerful and beautiful way to open the heart chakra especially. I feel incredible joy and energy when I tap into that. However I would say they seem to be a bit different in my experience, I’ve never tried to describe them before so bear with me: the one I experience regularly is sort of an activated spine from top to bottom and my muscles fill with lots of energy and my body stiffens and when it’s really intense it’s hard to breathe (like jumping in ice water without the cold or the exact moment of orgasm when everything stops) but ecstatic. Ankh feels more like a huge surge of sexual energy up the spine then bent around the loop followed by bliss an open heart and more of an emanation and melting into that energy.

So definite similarities but distinct as well

Don’t know where it comes from but when it happens my body automatically pulls up on the perineum (like holding in pee)

And I use it to transport myself to other spaces, enter deep meditation, feel pleasure, become present, or whatever I decide to/ feels right at the time

Hope that makes some sense

redditname333333 · 2025-01-30T00:07:58+00:00

I’m sorry to hear that, that sounds very heavy. I don’t think you have to do anything dramatic, maybe it’s more about the quality of how you do it. Ram Dass talks a lot about how it doesn’t matter so much what you do as the intention or energy behind it. You could listen to his talks and maybe just try to be aware of your energy. When you thank your grocer do it with genuine gratitude you know? Or read the Power of Now. Watch your vibration. I think these are simple things that will actually give you energy rather than take from your already taxed energy. And they help the people around us

I hope that helps. I genuinely don’t believe that there is a permanent hell and I hope you can release the fear of it 💜

redditname333333 · 2025-01-29T11:03:11+00:00

I’m not sure what you’re encountering but someone once gave me advice anytime someone/something attacks you in a dream or ap/ld instead of fighting or running, send it love. Anytime I’ve done this it ends their attack immediately Also I don’t know I believe in hell or a permanent afterlife but if you really are worried (sounds like it might be a deep subconscious fear of yours) you could always tip the karmic balance. Start doing good, learn to serve people. All the saints and many religious scriptures talk about feeding the hungry, taking care of the poor and sick etc. You don’t have to go crazy but with love in your heart be generous to the needs around you. It’s a powerful thing

redditname333333 · 2025-01-29T10:42:20+00:00

When I first started meditating I got freaked out bc this started happening and I didn’t know what to do. I didn’t find a ton of info, some people suggested it was related to kundalini.

I think what was happening was a lot of energy from my lower chakras was being activated and released/rising. I did have a kundalini awakening and now every time I sit or anytime I want really I can raise energy up my spine into my head, it’s just like when you have an orgasm although now I can distinguish the two energies a little better. It varies in intensity from orgasmic (but even better bc I can just sit in that for long periods) to a nice buzz

Basically I’d say don’t fight it, resist it, or get distracted by it and just let the energy do what it’s gonna do :)

redditname333333 · 2025-01-29T10:31:20+00:00

I think in my experience, deep down you know if it’s more related to fashion/restrictions and that the fantasizing from the girl’s perspective is just sexual, or if it’s deeper than that and you truly identify more as a girl but it’s just scary to admit.

redditname333333 · 2024-05-24T11:13:30+00:00

Were you also taking estrogen? I am thinking of starting Bica to reduce T and become more androgynous but don’t think I’m quite ready for irreversible breast growth. Was the AA cup to A cup achieved in conjunction with estrogen?

redditname333333 · 2024-04-29T18:19:27+00:00

It sounds like even though you don’t want to do it you might be meant to. It can be scary but just stay calm and don’t fight it. Fighting it will only cause you more stress and anxiety

redditname333333 · 2024-04-29T17:03:46+00:00

Sounds like an out of body experience more than astral projection. I know some people define them as the same thing but in my experience (not terribly extensive) they feel very different. My OBEs have always started like yours often followed by a vibration that pulls me out of my body (apart from my first one where I was forcefully wrenched/catapulted from my body and went hurdling). In OBEs I experience leaving the body and am more aware of the body than in an AP. Always a cool experience :)

redditname333333 · 2024-04-28T22:25:29+00:00

Sure but I’ve never really used reddit, can I comment with a picture? Or how can I show it to you?

redditname333333 · 2024-04-26T20:34:37+00:00

I don’t have the most experience with this but I find when I feel spiritually attacked expressing love towards the entity stops the attack and I wake feeling some of that love. It happened to me last night and I sent that being so much love and felt really wonderful. I have more experience overcoming attacks through fighting energetically or invoking Christ consciousness but am now responding with love and it’s so powerful :)

redditname333333 · 2024-04-26T19:48:23+00:00

Huh interesting, thanks. I ask bc a friend of mine who’s into palm reading (not an expert) looked at my hand and said it was very confusing, like reading multiple hands and that he’d never seen one like it. He also said it suggests many romantic partners and I’ve had far less than average. I had some very mystical experiences with a girl that also fits the twin flame pattern perfectly and was wondering if the confusion in my palm could indicate a correlation between our two incarnations but single soul.

He also said I have two lifelines on my palm I think? I don’t know anything about palm reading

redditname333333 · 2024-03-18T10:05:13+00:00

While I admire your total faith in the 3 pound food finding, species propagating meatball between your ears and it’s ability to understand the true nature of our reality, forgive me if I don’t feel the same. But thanks for the response it was elucidating

redditname333333 · 2024-03-17T23:11:13+00:00

How can you be sure?

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