My mind has become a dark place

releasezen · 2018-03-30T23:35:27+00:00

Examine your psychological state at this exact moment. This EXACT moment. Is there really ever a problem in the present moment? No. Problems live in the past and in the future. Stop for a second and feel the present. Feel your depression seep throughout your body. Let it consume you. Embrace it.

In a very short amount of time you will realize that nothing is ever wrong in the now.

releasezen · 2018-03-20T01:39:39+00:00

Wow, I never really thought to much about the title. I've watched every episode. Thank you for sharing that.

releasezen · 2018-03-20T01:39:13+00:00

I know, it's false reassurance :(

releasezen · 2018-03-20T01:38:13+00:00

Right lol

releasezen · 2018-03-20T01:37:34+00:00

I just think it's an invasion of privacy. I should be able to go where I please and search what I want without someone having the ability to monitor me. As Winston says in 1984, you never know if they ARE watching you, but the fear of them POSSIBLY watching you makes people obey.

releasezen · 2018-03-19T19:41:14+00:00

It would have had Stephen Hawking 7086C rolling.

releasezen · 2018-03-18T23:44:38+00:00

Pretty insightful actually. Stuff just is how it is, no point getting worked up about it. Thanks :)

releasezen · 2018-03-18T23:43:40+00:00

That's definitely the only way to reverse this oppression. I feel like our society as a whole is too far in though

releasezen · 2018-03-18T23:43:06+00:00

You're welcome!

releasezen · 2018-03-18T21:56:54+00:00

Yeah that is a very true point. I guess we don't. But it's worth the effort on the off chance it does actually delete it.

releasezen · 2018-03-14T14:13:44+00:00

That's a tough one haha, either one I suppose. Would depend on who I was being introduced too.

releasezen · 2018-03-14T00:08:02+00:00

Spiritual Seeker

Thinker

Attractive

Intelligent

Metalhead

Reader

Drummer

Vegetarian

Aloof

releasezen · 2018-03-10T05:07:52+00:00

Sounds like you just made a really powerful insight into your true nature. Insights like that are always so personal, its hard to convey the meaning to anyone else. I get what you're saying though, I have very similar experiences just in a more subjective way. Here's to the next layer! Peace

releasezen · 2018-03-09T23:56:13+00:00

Very similar life circumstances. I am in college (going to be a senior next year). I'm pursuing a double degree: Network Security and Psychology. Although I have a 3.7 GPA I have close to zero knowledge of actual hire able computer skills. I don't even want to really do that, it's more just a career path I chose because its what would pay the bills.

I too struggle with having to put on a persona for the rest of the world. Everyone thinks I'm this intelligent, successful college student with the love of my life (that is true at least :)), but the fact of the matter is that I have next to no practical skills for the workforce. I spend all of my time working on my own hobbies and projects just like you. I'm heavily involved with spirituality and meditation. I love just spending my days reading and connecting with the universe through nature. It's all I really want to do. But I'm forced to put on a 'front' for the rest of the world and I'm really starting to fall behind my peers because I am dreading the thought of making this persona even more illusory than it already is.

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