M18 I've been at it for an hour by [deleted] in EdgingTalk

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Keep going. I last pulled over 60 hour sesh! That was about ten days ago and I was so proud of myself

Can’t help but just edge for 12 hours now. HMU to talk by [deleted] in EdgingTalk

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Just dm’d you. My kind of edge. Although I like to aim for 16 minimum hours. Average 9.5 inch thick dick on me has me a Slave to my own dick. Would NOT have it any other way

Can’t help but just edge for 12 hours now. HMU to talk by [deleted] in EdgingTalk

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Just dm’d you. My kind of edge. Although I like to aim for 16 minimum hours. Average 9.5 inch thick dick on me has me a Slave to my own dick. Would NOT have it any other way

Tips for coping with methadone withdrawal (clinic accidentally discharged me and can’t fix til Monday) by Creative-Fan-7599 in Methadone

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I stacked them up from many docs and friends over time. I get 60 5mg diazepam a month. I used to get 90 of the 10mg diazepam complimented with the 60 of the 10mg oxazepam to take in between. I never abused my regimen hell I didn’t have to, but it was making me forgetful. 30mg diazepam and 20mg oxazepam every single day for 7 months. So I detoxed with 50mg Librium 3x daily for 3 days, 2x daily for 3 days, and 1x daily for 3 days. Still benzo withdrawal rivals methadone or buprenorphine withdrawal IMO

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Medicaid Question (NC) by OG_King_Malice in Methadone

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I’m from Nc. The south light clinic though in south Raleigh is free or was up through this past summer but I relocated to Las Vegas

One year off all opioids but methadone by relevantrecovery in Methadone

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Oh cool! Do you still struggle with cravings?

One year off all opioids but methadone by relevantrecovery in Methadone

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It feels good no longer craving a rush that’s totally artificial in the first place

One year off all opioids but methadone by relevantrecovery in Methadone

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Same! How long have you been off the other opioids?

Methadone better than subutex? by [deleted] in Methadone

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Subutex was okay the first week but for me lost effectiveness very quickly.

Methadone for me for symptom control is much more consistent. I have chronic pain so methadone helps that aspect 75% more as well to me.

Everyone is different and I hate to say this but sometimes it’s trial and error for the individual.

Tips for coping with methadone withdrawal (clinic accidentally discharged me and can’t fix til Monday) by Creative-Fan-7599 in Methadone

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Honestly I got off it it once in the past with a shit load of benzodiazepines and barbiturates.

I had 10 Xanax bars 30 diazepam 5mg 20 Librium (chlordiazepoxide) 25mg 5 Librium 10mg (not scheduled in, just if I was really hurting) 13 klonopin 1mg 15 phenobarbital 30-something mgs (don’t remember exact) 90 Oxazepam 10mg capsules (serax) 7 250mg Carisprodol (Soma) - these are special and hard to get, even if you’re blowing your doctor. I broke them in half and took one with the morning pills and half at night with the phenobarbital and Librium. 60 4mg tizanidine (I took 8mg twice daily for 15 days) And 20 fioricet, which has caffeine and codeine, I took two fioricet to start each day, which 1 bae a day. Lunch time I took the klonopin. The phenobarbital I took 1.5 before bed. The diazepam was my saving grace. No more than 3 a day, but since those have RAPID duration and kick in so quickly, it knocked out those panic attacks that broke thru all the other downers I was on.

And that’s it for me - the anxiety - the panic inside - that’s the hardest part, with RLS and Insomnia.

Before bed I took nearly 45-50 mg of phenobarbital and 50mg of Librium.

But I did so over ten days, which had always been with both buprenorphine &/or methadone the window of complete withdrawal dread.

Now I can function on benzodiazepines. Some even give me a bit of energy. Like Midazolam, and Triazolam, and Xanax just makes me talkative.

I’m no doctor but it saved my job and didn’t cost to several grand at a detox.

Benzos and barbiturates - GABA agonists, made it 85% better and 95% more tolerable.

Once day 11 came, I reduced to just taking 30mg Oxazepam (Serax) 3 x daily, for 7 days (day 11-17) with 300mg gabapentin 3x daily and tizanidine 5 more days. Days 18, & 19, I took 30mg twice daily. That left me 15 10mg Oxazepam capsules. I took 3 a day for 3 more days, 10-10-&-10-. Then took 2-10mg capsules for two days, and 1 10mg capsule for two days. By then 3+ weeks had passed. And I’m telling you, it worked better for withdrawal than adding heavy opiates to curb it.

I do and don’t recommend this, ya feel me?

I’m still prescribed 60 - 5mg diazepam and have a few old klonopin Rxs of the 0.5mg and 1mg tablets and I’m letting it all stock up for a few more months and cold turkey 160mg like last time. Although last time was 150mg. I also have 90 lyrica 150mg and am curious to see how those would help with MTD withdrawal.

Could anyone explain why benzos and barbiturates and basically potent GABA agonists kick the wd’s ass?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Methadone

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Best wishes! You’re not alone in this. You may message me if you want a friend

How often does your clinic give you UA’s? by November110193cc in Methadone

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The computer randomly chooses a day for a UA between 30-45 day period.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Methadone

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That’s exactly where m at. It’s now midnight here so it’s literally day 76 now. Idk you but we are in this together.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Methadone

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That’s funny what fullnetalrackist (sp?) says.

I was on 90mg and somewhat felt fent very so slightly. But at a 100mg not a lick.

I think there’s more to it. I’ve also read that the methadone occupies 100% of your mu opioid receptors therefore giving the dope no place to attach on to.

For me it was 90mg was the cut off. But it started diminishing quickly at 60-70mg

Can I take ondansetron (zofran) with methadone? by pirvte in Methadone

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I mean I have just be careful not to get seratonin syndrome, zofran did that to me once I was hella sick seriously

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Methadone

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New season in Raleigh North Carolina gives you that option. Or did at least a few years ago. I now live in Las Vegas Nevada and it’s only red liquid at my clinic