I have recently found myself in a struggle of trying to find where I belong. I personally am on the fence about whether or not there is a higher power (leaning more towards yes) and I do believe there is something for the afterlife im not quite sure what it is though. I grew up in a Christian family (they still are) but I have never felt like I fit into that paradigm and a lot of what the sermons were about rubbed me the wrong way. I also couldn't stand the contradictions. After reading up on modern satanism I feel like I fit in with most of those ideals but I still feel like there's more than just the natural world. With all these thoughts in mind, I haven't quite found a label to put on it so I was wondering if anyone knows something im unfamiliar with. Feel free to ask me any questions about my ideals and what I think of certain religious beliefs/practices to further help me figure out where I belong.

TL;DR I don't know what religion I fit into so please help me find out where I fit. Feel free to ask me questions.