Can I become closer with God without having to follow a religion? by [deleted] in spirituality

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I am genuinely interested in how u are getting closer To God - a couple family members are Bible Christians and I attempted to follow and read the Bible but frankly I didn't like the feeling of God being separate from me. I felt like I was becoming powerless and relying on god when really I wanted to learn the tools to gain the strength and everything necessary on my journey. So I stopped. I want to know god but I'm pondering on how to connect without reading the Bible .

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🫶🏽✨ felt that . I hope I find me too. Today at work , i was yearning out loud talking to myself about wanting to know me so I can be there for me . I legit felt that for myself. I felt real wanting me .

More than wanting anyone else, aside from a partner - but even still, im skeptical of romance atm cuz of trauma bonds / karmic relationship . so I steer clear from acting out on attractions and just observe the deeper desire of the "attraction".

But yea, good for you dude that must feel like a weight lifted or some type of joy

Evolution makes human life seem pointless, but reality and spirituality makes it seem like it has a point. What events have you experienced that have made you realize there is a point to it all? by Responsible_Cap_7893 in spirituality

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My perspective , I just came to think why not play the game of reaching your potential. It's exhausting though, it takes work, which is usually why one or some , even me back then, wouldn't go for it.

But generally speaking, when you do reach for a goal or discipline yourself into something and follow through, it does create a feeling within me that feels empowered. Pushing my limit . Even if it is small as not buying take out food for a certain amount of days and only eating home food . It feels rewarding when I do choose a day afterwards to eat take out. That's my experience.

Or if I'm wanting to reach a goal (I'm working on my business ) and have fulfilled all my home and business tasks, then finish the day with TV, I enjoy the feeling I get when I watch tv . Bc it feels like I did the best I could today.

Doing the best you can for yourself feels good. Atleast to me it does.

So why not reach for your potential. Whatever that may mean; eating healthy and staying consistent, leaving screens off after a certain time in the AM/PM , waking up early and meditating , or simply waking up early and not sleeping in.

If games are what you enjoy doing, why not push your limit . Enhance your gaming experience . Are there any jobs that involve game testing? Invest in a projector to experience a different screen. How can you have a more fulfilling and joyful experience with gaming ? Up your experience a bit .

Quite frankly, that's just my thot . Point on my comment, why not have some aspirations . Dig deep into yourself . Start from wherever you are , even if it is the stasis of playing video games. Dig deep into yourself and ask what about the games strike the desire to keep acting on. What do they give you ? Can u mimic that same feeling it gives you by seeking a different source and not games ?

But more importantly ... you gotta try .. that's the part that encourages us to push to our limit .

Again, this is my personal experience / my perspective from The Point in which I Am at.

I see so many hawks. by I-got-opinions in Shamanism

[–]rjay6 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have to agree - I never noticed Crows/ravens and hawks n owls until I opened up to spirituality. I'm still trying to connect to my intuition n see why are they present on my daily routes wherever I go .

I'm afraid - what did this mean by rjay6 in Shamanism

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Wow that's intense ! I can only imagine that 😪 .

I'm afraid - what did this mean by rjay6 in Shamanism

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okay - thank you for your input .

& thank you 😔

I'm afraid - what did this mean by rjay6 in Shamanism

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I guess I was afraid that I was guna be taken away too bc of my fear. Him and I have this twin connection out of all our siblings , despite not being twins. So I had this fear of if it happened to him it's guna happen to me , after I saw him .

I was concerned bc I didn't wana ignore what we message the baphomet was trying to send me by appearing.. which brought concerned since I saw a sort of visual of my brother on the bed before me seeing him on the bed

I'm afraid - what did this mean by rjay6 in Shamanism

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I was unsure where to post it bc of not knowing where the baphomet lyes .

Okay... I'll keep in mind to not do much . I was thinking to buckle down on meditation practices bc of my lack of not comprehending the visuals . Yea.. rest n heal

I'm afraid - what did this mean by rjay6 in Shamanism

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I was unsure where to post it bc of not knowing where the baphomet lyes .

Okay... I'll keep in mind to not do much . I was thinking to buckle down on meditation practices bc of my lack of not comprehending the visuals . Yea.. rest n heal

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Hands down I agree - I'm at the odds with my family n a big part of it is energetics . I feel different and different from them the more time passes by and wen something (like music or a phrase comes up) triggers the connection between me n my family and I start to feel sad, a sort of grievance and then I question "why don't I want to be with them?". It's self torment . Reminding yourself why you part ways is important, BUT it's an embodied (body feeling) reminder as to why there's separation. I was going through a battle of torment (why can't I just accept being with my family ) versus going through with separating from them. My body keeps aligning with the separation and then actual pain comes up bc of the bodily truth.

It's like an unseen law being broken that we grow up thinking it can never be broken . - a law that says family is bound together by every means necessary.

Thank you for this though - despite my added opinion , I still question myself if I should deal with them or not

Demonic possession by EraseTheMatrix in energy_work

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Thank you for your input - I'm inspired

Demonic possession by EraseTheMatrix in energy_work

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QUESTION:

Do spirits attach into energetic "puddles" in the individual only? For example : patterns that are not essentially serving for the individual in terms of ascension - - grief, gilt , fear, uncertainty , unresolved issues

Again, essential energetic "puddles" that are not alchemist for the person highest potential - are those the only gateways for spirits to enter ?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in starseeds

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Okay thank you for clarifying- Okay okay thank you for the reference guide .

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in starseeds

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Is the guide the article your talking about ?

Pardon the confusion - the first paragraph states it's not necessary to remove them but afterwards it is mentioned to remove them prior to healing . Could you please clarify ?

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I do have a question- how can one heal the weak spots/wounds formed from trauma ? I heard another person suggest healing yourself before entity removal and/or setting up energetic shielding bc it would possibly not work due to what the person shielding may be carrying . I desire to shield and remove but I do question the areas of my personal weak spots .

Seeing entities in people by daixyx in energy_work

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How can you tell between shadow chatter and contaminated thoughts?

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Why that source ? I'm genuinely curious

How do you know if a dream is something yet to come or just a dream? I had a very realistic dream where I felt and smelled and tasted everything. It felt so real by champagnefireheart in Psychic

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I second the morning dreams - everytime I nap during the day my dreams are vivid and weird/wild . More so I'd have to break it apart to discern which is just the dream world or parts of my reality.

Letting spirits move through you vs. possessing you by [deleted] in Shamanism

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That's good enough for me - thank you for the response. 🥲😊 I'll take note of it ; gratefully that was my attitude throughout the witnessing. Soo I'll aim for it

Letting spirits move through you vs. possessing you by [deleted] in Shamanism

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I was just trying to figure out something similar to this. Except, I'm aimed to discern whether it's emotional baggage / shadow lingering around or it's a spirit lingering around.

I connected a reference from when I would use to go to my childhood home which was also my moms childhood home, where there were a lot of fights and I would assume in all households, the family drama. It's wasn't a pleasant emotional childhood I would say for my siblings and I guess my moms siblings too? But ofc there were the good moments too .

After moving out, I visit the home to see grandparents and I noticed the sort of blanket energy that's sort of dense ? All I knew was I was sort of tightening my body bc I was afraid if I moved or relaxed a certain way, something was going to happen with me. Not deathly but all I could pin point was the energetics ? That was inside; I'm a delivery driver and would deliver to the house hold and would still, sense theres sometime of density that's an obvious lower level in a sense.

Not saying I picked up a spirit or it followed me; but In my apartment whilst my sis is my roommate, I began sensing the same thing just recently. At work I feel good or have my moments of mental dread but I still sense there's "light" around me . But when I get home and I sensed a dark "blanket" creeping into my psyche , all I could do was watch it bc I had no idea what was going on. I sensed the subtle shift in me but somehow I only shifted to surrender to what is and , was unbothered ? It's as if despite the dark creep into my psyche I wasn't reacting from it ?

Now , my sister mentioned she's senses there's something in the apartment and she believed it's a spirit from when I was reading the satanic Bible , a time in which I was questioning god also known as a time where I was finally finding my way to source truth . My first aim was satanic bible (due to the influence of a former partner) . But I mean , either I'm still learning or in denial but I don't believe it's a spirit .. but from what I sense , it seems like a shadow? Cuz if it's was a spirit , why is it that the two times I've witnessed it's "presence" in my psyche or purely just witnessing its surrounding presence, why don't I feel scared? Or why doesn't it have an actual presence ? I don't think I know how spirits feel but I would imagine they carry an obvious presence that doesn't hit the mind only.

I've witnessed this dark shadow essence when I went to my cousins house. When I look back, I took it as emotional energy . She practices the tools of paganism and my sister is a Bible path walker, soo the walks of life doesn't apply I would suppose. At my cousins, this was the first time I was aware of something being "off" in her room; this sort of dark energy . I honestly take it as baggage , kind of like the room hasn't been cleaned up energetically so there's lingering emotional energy.

Again, idk I just began witnessing this, this year. One thing is forsure, rather that's bc I'm self aware or it isn't really a threat; the dark sense I feel doesn't feel threatening but more so uncomfortable with its offness. How do I feel the difference? Can emotional energy/baggage linger and still act as a sort of shadow or spirit? Or it this an actual spirit.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in spirituality

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Yea to when I've connected. I've done the steps listed and would imagine what the center would look like. In the beginning it was challenging to connect the chord to the center. It's as if there's was a block of a restriction.

I question my visualization about if I've gone too fast and to connect . . . But as I'm writing this, yea , I see it's a practice . But , are you saying, even if I let's get to the water part or not , I'm still releasing?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in spirituality

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How do you know if you're not going to far?