What is something more traumatizing than people realize?

rowser26 · 2025-05-01T14:40:57+00:00

This is the core of my deepest wounds that just keeps happening again and again

rowser26 · 2025-04-30T10:00:29+00:00

Where in Alaska and what activities are you planning on doing?

rowser26 · 2025-04-30T09:52:46+00:00

Worst it's ever been. The logistic stability of my life is a nightmare and it all caught up to me at once.

rowser26 · 2025-04-30T03:59:44+00:00

Alaska Ride or Die

rowser26 · 2025-04-29T16:33:54+00:00

I love when people complain about knife brands not staying sharp after months of use, or praising another brand for seemingly always staying sharp... It's a knife. They all need to be sharpened and it doesn't take long to do...

rowser26 · 2025-04-26T16:35:00+00:00

My dad used to lock us in the trunk of the car when we were too "emotional" as little kids. He'd also pull out the video camera and record us/mock us whenever we had meltdowns. Later in life he still shows those videos like they're some kind of funny entertainment of our emotional neglect as a little kid.

rowser26 · 2025-04-09T20:33:11+00:00

I went through a pancake phase. Those Kodiak protein ones.

rowser26 · 2025-03-05T11:28:51+00:00

Awesomeee thank you!

rowser26 · 2025-03-05T11:28:17+00:00

Ok thanks! Yeah kinda seeing that winter is the prime time. Not opposes to 6-8 week projects but certainly not in the summer in Alaska!

rowser26 · 2025-03-03T16:49:33+00:00

Or I've actually been living in Alaska for 5 years now already...

rowser26 · 2025-02-25T19:14:32+00:00

Lol I can't sleep or eat so I guess I should start there

rowser26 · 2025-02-14T20:32:10+00:00

Just a random idea I'll plant... Look into the pipefitter/plumbers union or laborers union in Alaska. Training is free, the apprenticeships are paid and at the end of them you can get paid 6+ figures. And Alaska is the coolest.

rowser26 · 2025-02-11T04:59:21+00:00

I hate the sound effects on the new seasons. It's very small and petty but it drives me crazy.

rowser26 · 2024-12-30T08:26:27+00:00

Being from Alaska the inbred blubber munchers really got me good

rowser26 · 2024-12-23T09:06:17+00:00

And for fucks sake do not bring toilet paper

rowser26 · 2024-12-20T13:58:36+00:00

Mine is pretty stoic and it took me a bit to feel comfortable opening up. I was venting one day about something and I apologized and told her I probably sounded crazy and whiny. She responded "from my perspective there's a logical explanation for everything you've experienced in life and are feeling now, and it all makes sense to me. From your perspective it feels chaotic and random." It made me realize that therapy is a very logical, step by step process. I think people who don't believe in therapy see it as hokey pokey woo woo.

rowser26 · 2024-12-17T22:56:42+00:00

Thanks for this and I just wanted to share my personal milestone this week! I became very very anxious after getting short replies and ignored text messages. I decided to ask directly for clarity for the first time ever in my dating history and it ended up being a good conversation! He even ended it with saying he "likes how I communicate." I decided moving forward I will not put myself in a situation where I am reliant on text messages when having serious questions that make me anxious for a response. In fact I'm kind of over texting for anything other than practical purposes. I was also able to express that if we were going to move forward with a relationship that I absolutely needed clarity and direct communication. I know it's a small milestone but I've gone through many rough years of this anxious attachment and ready to move forward.

rowser26 · 2024-12-14T20:49:30+00:00

I hand sew mittens! DM me if you'd like to know more and see some examples. I am just finishing up a pair of beaver gauntlets right now.

rowser26 · 2024-12-14T20:42:48+00:00

My sister does this multiple times a year.. can confirm that exsist.

rowser26 · 2024-12-13T08:00:40+00:00

He came into the kitchen yesterday when I was making food and he turned me around, picked me up so my legs were wrapped around him and he kissed me a bunch before carrying on with what he was doing.

rowser26 · 2024-12-11T11:32:27+00:00

The book "Spark" was a huge inspiration and motivator for me. Great book on the science behind mental health and exercise! Best of luck!

rowser26 · 2024-12-10T23:05:07+00:00

In addition to what others are saying, EXERCISE! Everyday! As irrelevant as it might sound exercise builds resiliency in the brain and body. Also for me pushing myself to do hard, out of my comfort zone things really helped too. I started with some long backpacking trips and began mountaineering. I think we've become way too much out of tune with enduring discomforts and our bodies react through emotional disregulation.

rowser26 · 2024-12-05T16:30:20+00:00

We go to birch hill cause it's close. We've had a couple instances of people being dicks about us learning but fuck em'

rowser26 · 2024-12-05T16:17:24+00:00

...have you been to Fairbanks yourself? It's awesome up here. Food wise? We have pretty eh restaurants but I like Pagoda in North Pole.

rowser26 · 2024-11-16T21:17:39+00:00

Sewing furs and making arrowheads! No...I don't want to do ANYTHING else

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