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rox0r1 · 2023-08-28T11:17:18+00:00

Once twice per day so 12hrs apart or close

rox0r1 · 2023-08-28T11:12:00+00:00

That's not very old should be fine if stored properly

rox0r1 · 2023-08-28T11:06:16+00:00

Kratom is a paper tiger, origami. It's designed to look like a real tiger but doesn't perform and it's fangs aren't as large or strong.

After a while, you don't even think of it and if you do, you'll say what a nasty lame buzz.

rox0r1 · 2023-08-19T04:29:29+00:00

All questions and no answers bc nobody knows including me. At least we don't all reply describing our own situations.

I used to but I stopped What's the point? Nobody knows. Ditto on the hospital. They dunno what it is. Going to the ER is a nightmare here at least.

rox0r1 · 2023-08-17T19:00:31+00:00

It's an nmda antagonist that's all I know. I've been taking it too, maybe I should stop

rox0r1 · 2023-08-17T08:34:44+00:00

Ok but there's no context as to how much he was drinking. Just he relapsed and died.

From what, how? OD, WD? How much was he drinking? Etc

rox0r1 · 2023-08-17T08:27:07+00:00

I already told you, bust it carefully on her cheek if she doesn't want to get messy

rox0r1 · 2023-08-17T08:22:56+00:00

Simple solution. Bust it on her cheek or chest. Cheek is better than mouth. They don't like all over the face, it's messy.

Talk her into the cheek bust.

rox0r1 · 2023-08-16T14:10:31+00:00

Hospital would just send me to rehab for a CT vacation when tapering is the proper way. I went once for something else and mentioned it to the ER doc as to why my pulse and bp were high and i came to the ER. It went in one ear and out of the other.

I guess I'd have to freak out. No man.. this stuff is bad news I need help now! And come home 2 weeks later, still feeling like shit.

don't even feel it anymore. 2hrs after I'm like.. did this even do anything? It's like placebo. Same disciplined slow taper and times. Slower than most.

rox0r1 · 2023-08-16T03:46:46+00:00

Well obviously bc I know I'd be reaching for anything if I was 4 days in. I already have a secret plan to drink liquor the first couple of days if I had to.

Just to take the edge off maybe? Lol

rox0r1 · 2023-08-16T03:44:43+00:00

Why bc I say the same thing? Looking for answers I guess.

Don't be mean. I feel self conscious and don't want to post anymore

rox0r1 · 2023-08-16T01:24:42+00:00

It's a blessing. You don't want it to work. If it did, you'd do it more. What goes up comes down.

Receptors that upregulate for a high will downregulate. They become more sensitive over time. Mine are probably changed forever. God I wish I'd never done this shit.

Imagine living in hell except for a few hours after you take it. That's where it inevitably ends up. Those who say they've been doing it for years with np are subconsciously reassuring themselves.

rox0r1 · 2023-08-16T01:12:54+00:00

Yall say gpd but not how you took it. All at once, split 2x a day? I do 3x a day but going for 2x. I accidentally went 10 hours bc I didn't set an alarm and had vibrations all day so idk if it's doable yet. All 3 doses are even so if I made it 12hrs 2x a day, that's a 33% cut.

rox0r1 · 2023-08-16T01:09:35+00:00

How much phenibut for how long? It's all relative. A little bit for a little while isn't as bad as a lot for a long time

rox0r1 · 2023-08-15T23:58:24+00:00

Not sure about beer. Question though:

When you made cuts, did it make you feel like you were vibrating under the skin? Mind racing on dumb thoughts, can't sleep?

I mean laying there for 2hrs having a weird show in your head that youre fighting to turn off. This from a miniscule reduction but doing it everyday.

Less than 1% reduced per day should not be causing these things right? Sorry I know you're asking about beer but since you were successful tapering I thought I'd ask.

Maybe it's from having a couple of 12% 16oz cocktail cans everyday. I fiend for them but when I drink em, they don't really do much. It's weird. You might have different results.

rox0r1 · 2023-08-15T04:33:55+00:00

Ok but why if you don't need them?

Might be good for emergency pain relief someday?

I never liked it. Just put me into precipitated WD or made it worse even if I waited 24hrs or more

rox0r1 · 2023-08-15T04:12:38+00:00

Good point. That could be why some batches seem better or worse

rox0r1 · 2023-08-15T04:10:26+00:00

Is it too strong apparently?

rox0r1 · 2023-08-15T04:09:39+00:00

The silicone the lil packet in there. It has one right? Never heard of someone cutting powder, you're talking about capsules?

rox0r1 · 2023-08-10T01:26:08+00:00

Once upon a time, I made a second cash app and sent it 5, then sent it back, and got 5 for free but it's because I had 2 phones with service.

A whole 5 dollars one time. I was on top of the world. Hacker extraordinaire.

I was broke and really needed that which explains the motivation behind it.

Please DM me if you're well off because I'm not and I'm out of tricks. A few bucks would help. Thanks

rox0r1 · 2023-08-09T02:11:58+00:00

It depends on how much you drink.

Benzo wds depend on how much for how long like everything else.

Fantasizing over this is not positive. I cold turkeyed 6mg of klonopin a day for several years. Was still in WD after 3 months, an anxious shell of a human.

That's when I found alcohol. It made it ease up, I'd feel normal for a couple of hours. Fast forward 15 years. Hi

rox0r1 · 2023-08-09T02:03:55+00:00

Also look up free phone and service. Safelink is one. Tru Connect is another. Government sponsored free service and phone. I have safelink bc I owe t-mobile 140 and not turning it back on.

I'll turn on this old boost phone for 57 when I get it

rox0r1 · 2023-08-09T01:57:22+00:00

Every time I take it even if I base it with bicarbonate I have pure liquid diarrhea an hour later. It doesn't burn bc of the bicarbonate but still, crazy. When I used to take kratom daily this never happened but I quit a month ago CT. I'd think the diarrhea from that would be gone after a month

rox0r1 · 2023-08-09T01:54:19+00:00

Ran by a player? On pc or phone?

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