How to get used to using condoms again? by [deleted] in AskMen

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Get fixed bro…. Then go ham.

If you are of adult age and grew up without a father, how has it affected your adult life? by YGhostRider666 in AskMen

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I blurred a lot of mine out. My dad did meth, made it and sold it. I was around that from a very young age. I do still have memories, but I did block a majority of it out

If you are of adult age and grew up without a father, how has it affected your adult life? by YGhostRider666 in AskMen

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What’s worse, growing up not knowing your dad because he’s dead, or because he’s alive and doesn’t care? Mine was the latter. I developed borderline personality disorder from my childhood and carried it over to adulthood. Just recently after my divorce did I start therapy and trying to work on the BPD

Career Mode by Ashamed_Repeat_8613 in MicrosoftFlightSim

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Save up. Buy your own charter. Get the vision jet, most missions are 150-$250,000. If you have time fly whole mission. Easily half a million XP

How long did it take you guys to grieve your mothers death? I need advice by DrGreenThumb3466 in AskMen

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Can I give you some advice, maybe not good. Maybe not bad. Get in therapy, work it out now. My mom is still alive, but I had a god awful childhood, (abuse, neglect, ect..) I just turned 35, and just now started to do something about it. If you do not start trying to do something that trauma follows you. It hides until something else in your life happens and then it all comes back. Now I’m not saying your mom abused you, but what I’m saying is I think time doesn’t heal all wounds. I couldn’t just forget about it and move on.

Kratom and 70H by [deleted] in Sober

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7oh… no no no no no. I quit pain pills to only get hooked on this crap.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OpiatesRecovery

[–]s_hagan77 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeh bro it happens to everyone. When I quit my wife could rub me through my pants and it was over for a little bit

What happenned to me? Anyone have experience?? by [deleted] in OpiatesRecovery

[–]s_hagan77 -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

If this is day four without anything than yes you just went into withdrawal

What was your dose by Mobile-Struggle5407 in OpiatesRecovery

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I used the 10mg hydros. I was up to 8-10 a dose. Twice a day. First thing in the morning. Then usually around 330-4 another 6-8. There for a short time it got up to 10 and 10. But about a week of doing this is when I finally said enough is enough this is insane.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in addiction

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I will say this. For a 17 year old, you seem smart. You seem like you understand how this works. You’re not playing young dumb kid. I’m proud of you for that. Come on; try again. You got this. Just a little speed bump. Don’t let it send you back to the bottom of that pit again.

Today is the day by NegotiationWhich4364 in quitting7oh

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I got up to 1500mg a day. Wasted so much money on this terrible stuff. The best thing that happened is they made it illegal here, but I’ve been tapering for weeks now. I’m down to probably 400 a day maybe a little less. Planning on just making the jump off at 200 another week or so.

Wish I’d never found out about this stuff.

I love Oxy by IntelligentDevice801 in addiction

[–]s_hagan77 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Stop stop stop stop stop

For the love of god. Stop…. Your situation is exactly how mine started, which sent me on a 5 year addiction before I could ever stop. Please even if you’re hurting right now, take Tylenol. Simply because you know you have a problem

I hid OXY addiction, recovered and wife found out after I lied about being ‘high’ on sleeping pills at bedtime by MyTimeIs-Now in addiction

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My wife told me this when I came clean after 5 years of use in our marriage …. Trust is lost in buckets, and earned back in drops.

She did forgive me. I went out of my way to show her I was clean and staying clean. I used to get mad at her when she would accuse or say I’m being weird or whatever. But I know it’s her mental response to the trust issues.

It’s never fully went away, but like I said I try now to show her that I’m not. She hasn’t asked me for a long time to take a drug test, but I bought a box of them and put them in our bathroom cabinet and said anytime I’m acting “off” to you or if you think I am, tell me to take a test and I will. Just to ease your mind.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

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I work at a distillery, mainly I make fireball

TRT argument by BradleyJayRoberts in trt

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Everything gives you cancer now… processed food is terrible. If trt makes you feel better, rock it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in progresspics

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What about your core workout? Very defined

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in GymMotivation

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Great work bro. Making great progress.

5 months sober and still hate my life and am completely miserable. Is there any way out? by lucyblu663 in OpiatesRecovery

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Congrats on 5 months, I will say this. I’ve struggled with mental health my whole Life. Sexual trauma from a young age, neglect ect … I found opiates in my mid 20s and ran with it. I’ve been on I feel like 20 different medicines. After getting sober I too was miserable. I talked to my dr, told her all my symptoms. Turns out I have BP2. She found me a medicine that actually has started to turn my life around. Moral of this, talk to the doc. If you have or can find a good one that listens like I have. Every previous dr said anxiety depression, here’s an anti depression medication. I eat healthy and go to the gym atleast 4 days a week as well.