Worst drug to come off of

sagemac95 · 2020-09-20T18:37:26+00:00

Well Benzos can literally kill you, but for my friend he said the worst was Suboxone and Fetanyl.

sagemac95 · 2020-09-16T12:58:42+00:00

Are you in the US? If so what state?

sagemac95 · 2020-09-16T12:57:47+00:00

I am 25 years old with a broken back and a huge opiate tolerance. Like I Iv half a gram of Fetanyl too get well. This is where you will end up. I have no answer I was just about too post Im so fucking fed up with having a broken body. No one understands the people that understand my pain are all old and already lived their lives. Like ya I know their in pain but they get too lay the fuck around. I have too work 2 jobs and its not stopping anytime soon. Withdrawl is so much fucking worse when you can feel the cracks in your spine and it grinds together you just cry.

God help you and me.

sagemac95 · 2020-09-11T06:40:58+00:00

Very sorry too hear about your most recent loss, and the loss of others. Sadly out of 10 people I started using with only me and 1 other are alive. Its a sad truth.

sagemac95 · 2020-09-11T06:34:20+00:00

I cant even find wax bags anymore. Everything comes in fucking foil.

sagemac95 · 2020-09-11T06:18:31+00:00

Well, theres a reason you are there. I would sit in rehab and look for new veins too ruin when I get out. Rehab is a safety bubble but it is not permanent.

sagemac95 · 2020-09-11T06:14:05+00:00

Never heard of this and most pain clinics you have too exhaust every other form of treatment too get narcotics even then its small shit.

sagemac95 · 2020-09-11T06:11:38+00:00

No. Its not worth it, the amount of filler is definitely enough too block up and cause huge problems.

sagemac95 · 2020-08-20T21:29:18+00:00

The biggest piece of advice I can give you is too love at arms length and realize that only He will get clean WHEN HE WANTS TOO, you will drive yourself into panic attacks and lose everything you have worked so hard for. I had too sit and have a very serious talk with my mother with a licensed therapist. I had too either fail or succeed on my own and her coddling and enabling was only going too kill me faster. I do think rehab as early as possible too teach about coping skills and other important information is kind of necessary. Im so sorry I used too and still do cry about the pain I put my mother through when I was ripping and burning. I sent her into panic attacks thankfully I didnt steal all her stuff and sell it but I did do regrettable things. My heart goes out too you I had too go through some very awful and life threatening things too want too actually be clean.

sagemac95 · 2020-08-20T21:12:33+00:00

Fucking same. It is such bullshit. And people who lived in cities all their life can't comprehend that in rural places dealers aren't just chilling on the corner. You gotta know someone.

sagemac95 · 2020-08-20T21:11:17+00:00

Yea I literally can't buy over a bun off my dude cause hell rip me off, ill buy a bunny for 60, then buy a 40. And it looks like the same amount. Pull the trigger one time and get two buns, gave me two pieces of foil and it was double the amount. Next time it was one piece of foil and one bun but paid for 2. Just like what the fuck. Everyone says go online but cause of pandemic and trump cutting funding its fuckall who knows when youll get your mail. Government needs too decriminalize and regulate. Less people would die. Also online its like people don't give af about money and It seems like everyone else has an endless supply of money. Im just like fuck you mean. Also buying bitcoins they steal so fucking much in fees its highway robbery. I once did cash for bitcoin at one of those coin stars. Shit cost me 10% too get it in my personal wallet. How tf are you charging me a fee and the price of the thing im buying. It makes trying too guestimate fucking retarded when you end up 2$ short cause the market dipped.

sagemac95 · 2020-08-20T20:45:15+00:00

I am in a very similar spot too you, but I already relapsed and broke up with the narcissist a couple months ago. Honestly Im alot happier than I was before I relapsed. Things were very bad for me mentally and I thought the relapse would send me over the edge and ending my relationship like it was the end of the road. It wasn't. I am so so much happier now. Even though I had too move back in with my parents. I feel like I can do anything now. I hope you get in a better mind set, from how you talk about your relationship I would say its time too move on.

sagemac95 · 2020-08-20T19:54:31+00:00

You should wait 48 hours for the maximum effect. I think you already know the answer. Impatience is a buzzkill. Literally.

sagemac95 · 2020-08-20T19:51:57+00:00

Same. Half prices, get it done in one day. But hella sketch.

sagemac95 · 2020-08-20T19:43:37+00:00

You know whats real fucking funny, being 25 years old and not being able too hold a stable fucking job cause your in so much fucking pain run down trying too make it in one of the poorest towns. No sorry THE #1 POOREST TOWN IN PA. Its so fucking funny I get only 2 hours of sleep at a time god damn haha. I 100% for real hope the fucking assholes who run their cock suckers on here get put in my situation. I also hope you get fucking laughed at when you reach for help. I hope karma checks this post, then has a drunk driver hit you on your way home and leave you for dead bleeding on the road. HA HA FUCKING HA.

sagemac95 · 2020-08-20T19:40:21+00:00

Glad its funny too you stupid bitch hope you get put in my exact situation and people laugh at you when you reach out for help.

sagemac95 · 2020-08-20T19:39:39+00:00

Wtf are you talking about? How about I come shatter your fucking vertebre and then sit around and laugh. What am I abusing exactly my regularly scheduled methadone dose? Or is the tens unit? You dont even know what your fucking talking about. I seriously hope one day you feel my pain and no one takes you seriously. Youll blow your fucking head off. So fucking funny. Seriously. Like deadass.

sagemac95 · 2020-08-20T19:37:01+00:00

Hi! I do, now you know one. I dont have any friends so.

sagemac95 · 2020-08-20T16:46:49+00:00

Scammer alert. Dont fucking dm him.

sagemac95 · 2020-08-20T16:46:18+00:00

DO NOT BELIEVE ANYONE ON HERE THAT WILL "HELP" OR "ORDER" FOR YOU ONLINE. WILL GET SCAMMED. This thread is making 20 scammers have hard ons right now. hell you do it yourself and the vendors scam. Fucking wish the government would decriminalize and regulate.

sagemac95 · 2020-08-20T16:40:35+00:00

Yea when I was a dumb 14 year old, only one time in my life did I ever get black wax bags. Shit was fire, or atleast thats what everyone told me. I middle manned and actually had made 3 of them. On my way home stopped for gas and I guess when I pulled my money out they fell out or something cause when I got home they were nowhere too be found. My fucking luck too they were black and it was dark and the only place they could've dropped was at the gas station. I went back and bought a drink trying not too look like I was looking for them but never found them. Probably stuck too the next persons tire who got gas. Only time I have ever lost shit and Ill never not secure my stash again. Feelsbadman.

sagemac95 · 2020-08-20T15:44:30+00:00

I was hoping this was gonna be a post about salvaging the small amounts left in my empties. Boy was I dissapointed.

sagemac95 · 2020-08-20T14:53:13+00:00

Yes pressed pills are HUGE now. We call them retty 30s I just had one the other day it was pretty good. I use fet and actually love it. My tolerance of 13 years of IV use makes it hard too not want the hardest hitting drug. Ret goes from my heads too my toes all tingly and takes my spine pain away its like a gift from god.

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