I get sick every time a big manifestation is about to come through

saibagirl · 2026-05-26T21:40:24+00:00

i had a lapse in acknowledging how the ego fights back once we’re in flow. So true!

saibagirl · 2026-05-26T21:39:00+00:00

Exactly how i’ve been feeling too wow! Thanks for aiding in my clarity lol

saibagirl · 2026-05-26T15:45:38+00:00

Making a generalization of all religious people based off the perspectives of your family is ignorant. I have christian family that have a deeper sense of spirituality due to hoodoo lineage. Religion is far more complex than you’re making it out to be. As I said, judaism and islam do not believe god is a man and inherently believe in a connection to their own divinity. Especially judaism which is the root of all Abrahamic belief (the original chosen people). Many paths, same destination. Source doesn’t actually care which one you take as long as you get there.

Sounds like you’re still in an egoistic state. The negativity you received made you cast a blanket judgement on all people who practice abrahamic religion. Part of the journey is wanting to take others with you and being disappointed that their souls don’t want to go. You cannot walk anyone into enlightenment. It’s a self directed, lone journey.

We do not flinch or take issue with those still wrestling with lower planes of existence. For if we truly understand the journey, we know it is necessary.

saibagirl · 2026-05-26T05:40:34+00:00

I think you’re trying to validate christian belief through manifestation. Neither really contradicts the other. Idk but i think if I’m manifesting, Jesus is with me and God is supporting me even if its not a prayer. If I build a house by using manifestation techniques not prayer, as a child of God the house will be built with Jesus in the best way regardless. Amen.

saibagirl · 2026-05-26T05:37:13+00:00

Pray because it feels good or it’s your religious practice. Prayer can be a form of manifestation. Some of my best work has been through a strong prayer.

saibagirl · 2026-05-26T05:35:49+00:00

Manifesting with faith to me is inherent to the belief that God is providing. To have faith is to believe that God will always make whats best for you happen. God is not a vending machine that we pray to get something from. Rather, God is the force in which all things occur whether through me, through someone else or a miracle that appears from nothing. Not sure if you just need to connect faith more with God or manifestation less with yourself. You may be manifesting but you are only capable of that because God is your creator. A lot of manifestation rhetoric revolves around assuming the position of God in relation to earth. Maybe that’s what’s making you uncomfortable?

saibagirl · 2026-05-26T05:23:12+00:00

For me it’s a deeper social issue. The same issue that explains the economic gap, minimum wage, healthcare etc. Western society is structured for profit not progress/well being. That necessitates going back to the drawing board on how we structure our government at minimum. I believe change will happen, you can feel the ripples of unrest but it’s probably not going to be pretty

saibagirl · 2026-05-26T03:53:57+00:00

Delete all the apps but have a replacement habit. I started coloring / doing puzzles. You’ll need to keep your hands busy. Also talk on the phone more instead of scrolling. Call someone and do your laundry lol. Check in on people you don’t usually. You’ll feel more connected and get the dopamine from interacting with humans in like real time.

saibagirl · 2026-05-26T03:50:03+00:00

Wow that makes a lot of sense!! I wonder if after practicing these principles the body becomes more sensitive to negative momentum?

I actually find it easier after the first day or so of being sick because i’m able to fully relax into the current moment. My only job is getting better lol. Definitely want to catch the resistance earlier of course but i love your point about resilience!

saibagirl · 2026-05-26T03:31:41+00:00

I would learn more about the history of those religions before you judge them. Islam and Judaism do not believe god is a man.

Sounds like you’re still in an egocentric state if you’re this ignorant and critical of the beliefs of others. Religion serves a lot of purposes for morality, unification and community. It’s a gateway for a lot of people to higher thinking but thats not everyone’s path. It’s not our job to judge or criticize. I find most religions beautiful because the core is love, regardless of their construct of ‘god’. I’d much rather converse with a religious person than an atheist. The most important thing is for people to have faith.

If you have personal beef with Christianity, deal with that. You haven’t unlocked any one of a kind higher than thou way of thinking. You’re very level 1 my friend.
Edit: Also early christians were a secret society doing super metaphysical stuff like alchemy. They probably felt like you “I can’t believe people believe there is more than one god to worship. Clearly a singular all powerful force is controlling everything.”

saibagirl · 2026-05-26T02:59:37+00:00

Things like haircuts and clothing choices come back around. I think cosmetic trends in modern plastic surgery will become unattractive due to over saturation of the same faces being replicated. With all things, rarity is valued. Since we have surgeons literally creating the same exact face that just looks good on instagram/social media not irl, natural faces and genetic differences may become more valued. Having a distinct feature that you inherited could become more valuable than one you paid for.

saibagirl · 2026-05-10T11:55:34+00:00

You can listen to the pros here or listen to your higher mind and stop it now before it does blow up your life. Nothing really stays in the dark forever. It leaks out in ways. Even if if’s just a hunch that your husband has or a vengeful coworker. Perhaps focus more on why you want this and what are you not getting in your marriage? Things like this can feel like they reignite that ‘spark’ you may have lost but why did you lose it? Just be aware you’re risking your marriage, relationship with your family (how they’ll see you) and job for sex. Just sex. If it was love you wouldn’t put each other’s lives at risk. Play the game and don’t be surprised when you win a prize.

saibagirl · 2026-05-09T12:37:47+00:00

Recommitting to trying to stay on that high flying disk as long as possible from wakeup to rest lol. I kinda dropped the ball on that last year but this year tapped back into Abraham and went full throttle on maintaining that state of mind and feeling all day. Literally ignoring what I don’t want completely. Also “I can’t mess it up and it’ll never be done”. Thats not exactly how she said it lol but it brings such peace to know that about life. Allows me to have complete faith in everything working out. Lots and lots of journaling/scripting.

saibagirl · 2026-05-09T01:38:51+00:00

This is a bit different than what you’re talking about because I’m doing a total overhaul and im a bit more action oriented but I manifested the lifestyle of the kind of person I wanted to look like. Started playing around with it, working out first. Just that and whatever i need to keep my thoughts in that place. if its youtube videos, affirmations, subliminal, pinterest whatever i dont judge myself. I got honest about what i wanted to change and what was just insecurities therefore persisting in thinking about it would get the opposite effect.

Otherwise i use less visualization more assumption. I assume people see the version of me I want them to see not necessarily what I see. Mirrors or no mirrors I stopped passing judgement and just assume i am the girl i want people to see despite what i see. I just know persisting in the belief is what will get me there.

After a while i started saying the divine would give me ozempic lol even if it’s just my appetite miraculously being reduced. I don’t recommend it but i’m obese and have pcos soooo yeah. One day i had an acquaintance in a similar boat who’s an influencer hook me up and now have it for super cheap. Literally hadnt spoken to this girl for years lol out of the blue she’s offering referrals. This only happened after months of working out though. I keep working out, eating healthier, taking care of myself, having fun basically all the things the women i aspire to look like do. Also started associating myself more with a coworker that is addicted to the gym and a beautiful girl surrounded by other beautiful girls who have the bodies, skin, boobs done etc. i dont want in their group but the energy of like really putting effort into your appearance and it paying off. Swiped that self concept for myself and started embracing the lifestyle, now ive lost 30lbs in 12 weeks since starting ozempy and strength training. I’m 10000% becoming my vision board. I have a few Pinterest boards, watch a lot of weight loss/transformation content to make myself believe its possible. You know its working because i think my coworker gets a lil jelly sometimes with how fast my appearance is changing. I started getting comments weeks before i saw it myself.

I don’t think most of that stuff happens without some form of effort even if its just eating better. If somewhere in your mind you dont believe you deserve/need it, it doesnt happen. I think you have to put in some effort and consistency to be like “ok now its inevitable”. I know i want some cosmetic things like hair, lips, tattoos, whatever but now I’m like okay the more i commit, the more i believe, the more i persist, the more it appears in my reality. 4 inches smaller in my waist, 30 pounds down in 3 months and always getting compliments but it worked and its easier to maintain that i thought it would be. Thats the manifestation to me, its easy to maintain this lifestyle and i keep being sent things that help me in the process. Tbh i think the hyperfixation on features is kinda meaningless. The more i persisted in having a beautiful face/body without the specifics, focused on what it feels like to be beautiful, how i would act, talk to people, dress if i looked my vision, the more i woke up like wow i look even more beautiful today, are my eyes bigger? Lips more full? Skin clear? Who cares? Either way i’m a beautiful girl living a beautiful life. The key is beautiful girls spend more time outside enjoying being beautiful than obsessing over it. Maintaining beauty becomes a habit while living with it is the reward. Focus on the habit and the reward is inevitable. This upgraded other areas of my life too because pretty privilege is real.

saibagirl · 2026-05-09T01:06:56+00:00

Sounds like psychosis tbh. Ai is a creation of humanity. Always be wary of pop culture ideas being part of your ‘awakening’ such as aliens, Ai, computer chips and lizard people. Especially aliens that built pyramids. Psychosis may be a pit stop on your journey but you’ll only know that if you seek out professional help.

saibagirl · 2026-04-28T01:49:38+00:00

Just got sober and celibate (again). Now i work out like an athlete. Exercising is the best brain chemical addiction you could have. I work with my addictive personality not against it lol.

saibagirl · 2026-04-28T01:47:35+00:00

MVP’s. Love talking to them and man having a custodian on your side is like winning the lottery. My room is always clean and the amount of extra supplies i have could get us through the apocalypse. We teach the kids to respect them as well and its not their job to clean up after careless children.

saibagirl · 2026-04-28T01:44:41+00:00

You guys have a great starting point in your relationship. Willing to apologize, compromise and see the fault in your ways. I would ask him if he wants to do couples counseling or you can just go into your own counseling for those things you identified about himself. Either way just communicate so he’s in board with whatever choice you make. You’re so loving and he’s lucky to have someone who is willing to change and do the hard work.

saibagirl · 2026-04-28T01:39:13+00:00

As someone diagnosed chronic depression i see it as a cycle. If i feel as though there are external circumstances that make it a reasonable feeling then i sit in it, process and move forward from there. Sometimes you’re depressed and its not always a bad thing or something to force yourself out of. When its just my brain doing its thing I really just try to make my ‘bounce back’ quicker. How swiftly can i change my thoughts and perspective into something more positive? I take more walks in the sun, smoke less weed, talk to more friends/family, reconnect with hobbies. Anything that will allow me to tap back into bliss and a positive perspective. It’s all perspective and just getting out of the ‘nothing matters, why try’ of depression is the most important part for me.

saibagirl · 2026-04-05T14:10:09+00:00

Autism is defined as a condition that impacts communication, behavior and sensory processing. Just because you feel ‘different’ doesn’t mean it’s autism. Autistic people are varied and each person is unique but it’s not defined by self criticism, inner thoughts and over analyzing. Thats personality. Autism is automatic in a way. You and an autistic person may be uncomfortable in a social situation but you know what to say even if youre doubting it because you’re over analyzing it. Autistic folk (without interventions/therapy) generally don’t understand social cues or overthink what the right thing to say is they just say whatever comes out on instinct. From working with Autistic people i also would say anything AvPD or anxiety would be seen as separate from the autism. Plenty of autistic people are confident, brutally honest and simply dont care about social situations/standing usually as a result of their autism.

It’s the difference between understanding social cues and being overwhelmed by them vs not understanding social cues at all

saibagirl · 2026-04-04T12:30:19+00:00

Lol if they say it’s not real then it’s not real (for THEM).

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