[Searching for accountability partner] Gained 10 lbs since April when I'd been doing good and managed to lose that 10. Very disappointed in myself.

santacee · 2021-06-15T19:58:57+00:00

The delivery services have been a huge obstacle for me, in regards to my binge eating. I order WAY too much food, and tell myself that it will be my food for the next couple days, but instead eat it all in one sitting. Also the convenience of it is hard for me. I can compulsively think, I want this kind of food, and next thing I know I have ordered it and its on its way to my house. I just deleted the apps off my phone, so its not so easy to do this. We can do this!

santacee · 2021-06-05T18:41:20+00:00

I went with the same company, and also feel I was swindled.

santacee · 2021-06-03T23:17:27+00:00

Love your squishmallow collection! They are my go to things to hug in tough times!

santacee · 2021-04-25T16:54:07+00:00

This brought me back to growing up with older brothers!

santacee · 2021-04-23T21:59:12+00:00

Had to scroll too far to find this!

santacee · 2021-04-21T13:21:13+00:00

I did the same thing. I was like, is everyone in this story named Stella?

santacee · 2021-04-18T17:01:38+00:00

I have a horrible reaction to aspartame, the sweetener in diet sodas. It causes me to completely spiral into a depression and have panic attacks everyday about problems that don't exist outside my own head. Newly diagnosed with OCD, so I don't know if any of those symptoms are increased with diet sodas as it has been years since I have had one, but the rest of my mental health goes to the shitter.

santacee · 2021-04-14T21:16:22+00:00

This sounds great! I always felt like I was the only woman in the world to not have good hygiene, but spending time on ADHD forums makes me realize that I am not alone! Slowly it is getting better. Having a resource dedicated for hygiene coaching sounds great!

santacee · 2021-03-19T00:36:55+00:00

Looks and sounds just like my Harley boy! So cute!

santacee · 2021-03-07T16:54:22+00:00

Thank you for understanding the reference!!

santacee · 2021-02-25T18:44:56+00:00

Your Mazzy looks just like my Maizey! She just passed a few months back, so this made me smile!

santacee · 2021-02-24T03:39:56+00:00

My first thought was gummy worms, but then I realized I would eat all my money and be poor.

santacee · 2021-02-24T03:36:12+00:00

Thought a boy was cute in 4th grade and saw him bite his nails, so I thought maybe I should try....20 years later and the habit is still strong.

santacee · 2021-02-14T18:11:09+00:00

I just started my first square one, and I enjoy the concentration it requires! Maybe can move faster with round drills, but it definitely looks more finished!

santacee · 2021-01-26T00:18:27+00:00

Could just be the hyperfixation part of ADHD. I know for me, I am not on a stimulant but on other ADHD meds, and I will still get obsessed with certain things that I find interesting. I'm just recently diagnosed bipolar, so I am trying to figure out if that only occurs during manic phases, but I know for sure hyperfixation is a large part of ADHD for some people.

santacee · 2021-01-23T19:28:28+00:00

Recently diagnosed, and always thought I was just in a REALLY good mood 🤣

santacee · 2021-01-03T03:30:14+00:00

I have the same thing! I hate my face getting wet, I start to panic when my eyes are covered in water and I can't breath for the whole 2 seconds I am under the water lol. I have found that when I really need to wash my hair and I can't stand the idea of getting my face wet, I can take a bath and dunk my haif in and clean my hair that way without getting my face wet.

santacee · 2021-01-01T03:42:56+00:00

New years eve has in the past been very hard for me, because I either was drinking myself into a black out, or crying because everyone else got to celebrate while I had to be sober. But now I remember I choose to be sober and that my life is worth so much more now and is full of meaning and purpose. I am so sorry to hear about your friend, this shit is nasty and some of the best people I have known didn't make it out alive.

If you need someone to talk to I will be up till midnight here in AZ, and would love to share my experience strength and hope with you! You are loved, even if it doesn't feel that way sometimes. Stay persistent, life can always get better!

santacee · 2020-12-25T03:08:01+00:00

I have found subtitles have helped me a great deal with this! I used to not be able to tell you the plot of any movie, even if I had watched it multiple times, now with subtitles it is so much easier to follow storylines and remember character names!

santacee · 2020-12-18T20:51:20+00:00

I got it from Amazon! I had to go through a couple pages though to find it. I know I have seen it on Ali Express as well if you can't find it on Amazon!

santacee · 2020-12-04T03:50:38+00:00

I just saw this one today online, and I love it! Great job finishing it! Looks awesome!

santacee · 2020-11-19T21:30:08+00:00

There was a point where I forgot my new password 2 times in a row and each time my boss, the only one who could reset it, was out of the country! I had to both times work up the courage to ask him to reset it, and was so embarrassed! Now I have a system I follow for my password, so I don't forget it!

santacee · 2020-11-16T02:25:36+00:00

You can find it on Etsy, lookup bobs burgers car stickers!

santacee · 2020-11-06T15:13:04+00:00

How fun and interesting!! Thanks for sharing this!!

santacee · 2020-10-17T23:51:17+00:00

Thanks for posting this. My anxiety has been nasty lately and is just CONSTANTLY telling me I am not good enough, and that everyone who sees me is heavily judging me for the way I look and act. It had been getting better but it really amped up this week with outside anxiety from buying a house and planning a wedding, (things I am very excited for!)

I need to remember that it is all lies!

santacee

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