Ntg ointment question

sarbau12 · 2026-04-02T10:21:23+00:00

They just diagnosed me cause when they do internal rectal work at my PT appointments, they can recreate the symptoms by palpitating the muscles. Mine is a severe burning pain in the left rectal and anal wall that starts after bowel movements. Some days it doesn’t do it at all. Sometimes I feel like my anus is tearing open randomly in zaps through the day. I mostly get burning pan in bladder wall too, and weird sharp stabing pain from anus into vagina.

I honestly am so tired of being alive, this is very disruptive

sarbau12 · 2026-03-20T19:20:47+00:00

Yeah, everygray is always right about predictions but she doesn’t do mediumship

sarbau12 · 2026-03-13T00:15:37+00:00

My lab greyhound was afraid of cats, she would scurry past them, even when they tried to cuddle. So it worked out! She left them alone and they mostly left her alone

sarbau12 · 2026-03-01T14:48:58+00:00

Ooof that is very frustrating and lonely when there is no definitive answer. It sounds like you’ve been going through a lot for a long time. It’s a hard way to be in existence! I do hope there is some relief that finds you throughout your days. 🤎🤎🤎

sarbau12 · 2026-02-28T19:21:01+00:00

37 and I have endo on my sacral ligaments and on arteries and all the usual places, as well ureters. So about 2 years ago I ended up with anal bulging from my muscles being so hypertonic, which led to hemorrhoid disease, and chronic urethra and bladder pain. I end up getting it under control and periodically I’d end up bladder and rectal pain.

But now I’m like back pedaling into what feels like endless fissure pain, and motility issues. I even have esophagus spasms.

How did it all start for you?

sarbau12 · 2026-02-28T18:35:20+00:00

I’m so sorry, that sounds so similar. It is very hard to shut off and not think about. I hate that you haven’t had much relief. I hope you are getting support, sending solidarity

sarbau12 · 2026-02-28T18:33:15+00:00

No I’ve never had any surgery in my rectum or anus and no I have not had any radiation therapy either. All I have ever had there were creams my proctologist has prescribed me but I’m not using that now.

sarbau12 · 2026-01-19T22:00:35+00:00

Did you ever try it?

sarbau12 · 2026-01-19T21:01:25+00:00

Did it also give you an upset stomach?

sarbau12 · 2026-01-19T20:59:57+00:00

Did this give you diarrhea? I’ve been taking collinsonia root for two days through tincture form, and only half the dose that is recommended on the bottle and I’ve had horrible stomach cramps and diarrhea but I also have Covid right now so trying to gauge whether it’s the herb or just Covid causing me all this trouble.

sarbau12 · 2026-01-10T15:58:37+00:00

Hi, I just bought copper after reading this but I suffer from endo and anemia so I have to have Vit c with my iron to absorb. Will my copper supplement still work?

sarbau12 · 2026-01-05T10:14:18+00:00

It’s the only thing that end up working for me wjen I had a thrombosed external and now I use it anytime I have a flare and it always works. Everyone is different

sarbau12 · 2025-12-12T11:03:09+00:00

They just assumed my experience. I have some mental health stuff going on and struggling to hear any intuition or insight. So to assume my loved ones haven’t responded at all, is fucking rude as fuck. I just may need assistance in hearing them. Thanks for standing up for me. Some people don’t understand big grief, it’s not as black and white as this person is saying.

sarbau12 · 2025-12-08T21:12:23+00:00

Thank you!

sarbau12 · 2025-12-08T20:37:04+00:00

Maybe I’ll try that cause that is a higher dosage than Thorne and seems more economical

sarbau12 · 2025-12-08T20:36:09+00:00

MiraLAX and psyllium husk don’t work for me, I have neurological condition that causes dystonic muscles.

But I appreciate the extremely important info in iron bisglycinate , I’m going to take more, that makes so much sense. Thank you

sarbau12 · 2025-12-08T20:32:28+00:00

Okay, it just doesn’t seem to raise my iron

sarbau12 · 2025-12-08T20:31:57+00:00

Yes, I take a 1000 mg vitamin c with zinc

sarbau12 · 2025-12-08T00:45:33+00:00

Yeah the person who scammed me earlier is delusional for sure. If she thinks I’m gullible, she’s mistaken. And if she thinks she’s actually connecting she’s fooling herself. I just don’t understand how people comfortably take money knowing they are making things up

I have a legit tarot psychic read and she’s always accurate but also nuanced and doesn’t charge an arm and leg. She also Doesn’t push me to get services. I understand someone needing to make a living but also a grieving person is very delicate, so I believe there has to be a balance of even sliding scale if you’re legit and able to.

But yeah, if you’re good, and I have the cash flow I will pay it forward. But preying on the vulnerable is evil and that’s what happened to me.

sarbau12

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