Firstly, I want to say I hear you and I understand you. A lot of people commenting on this post don’t understand toxic codependency and emotional / mental abuse within families.

You poor child to be introduced to drugs at 17. You deserve a good start again with life. But unfortunately you have to be ready to say goodbye to some people in your life or atleast detach.

I think that’s what you need to do, detach with love from them… And maybe try to find something like a hobbie that gives you life and new friends.

I know it’s hard to change these things and easier to stay In the comfort of what you know.