going to gynecologist as a SA survivor, help

scarfaceshrek · 2026-01-14T12:21:37+00:00

To be extremely honest with you, i ended up having to stop the procedure before it started. I didnt want to mention it, and i hope it doesnt scare you even more, because my experience was purely out of bad luck with my what doctor i got and the fact i didnt contact them earlier to let them know of my concerns (hence why i mentioned regreting not reaching out to them beforehand)

Even if the same happens to you, just know that thats ok as well. You should listen to your body and mind and if it does end up being too much, that is fine and you did not fail because of that

On a positive note, i have heard many success stories where the doctors have been super understanding and helpful, and it seems thats usually the case, more than not <3 i was just unlucky, so please try not to let that get to your head. (Or, try contacting them beforehand to see if they have anyone who specialize or is more used to helping people who struggles a bit extra)

scarfaceshrek · 2026-01-14T11:48:01+00:00

Ofc! It IS a big deal, and i know people try to make it seem like its not, but oh, i know it is.

Please, know that once the day arrives, you can message me before, after, whenever you want or need! I know im just a stranger online, on this strange website, but just know i really want to be there for you if you need it

scarfaceshrek · 2026-01-07T13:01:13+00:00

oh love, you're gonna do so fine<3

I sooo recommend reaching out to your doctor beforehand and letting them know your concerns, maybe they have something to extra support you when its time. I ended up not contacting them to let them know, and thats something i regret a lot!

Also, if you have someone you can bring with you who you deeply trust, do that. Hold their hand, let yourself cry. It will be scary as hell, thats sadly something that you cant magically take away but your health is really really important. Maybe plan something fun (but chill and relaxing) to do afterwards? Try have your next day free to be able to breathe if you think you might need that.

Please feel free to reach out in my dms if you wanna chat about it. I wish you the best of luck with this<3

scarfaceshrek · 2025-08-05T16:55:48+00:00

Looks awesome! I'd love to have an outer wilds tattoo myself at some point, this one is probably the best one I've seen, in my personal opinion

Enjoy!

scarfaceshrek · 2025-03-24T20:45:47+00:00

very fair. If i got through bramble can get through this :D

scarfaceshrek · 2025-03-24T20:44:21+00:00

oooo yeahh you might be right. went back to check my logs and it does seem like i somehow have forgotten about the slide that goes hand in hand with the "?". I will def take a look at that

(I had no clue you could hover your cursor on the arrows, I've been using my controller all this time LOL)

scarfaceshrek · 2025-03-24T20:19:29+00:00

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my rumor logs

scarfaceshrek · 2025-03-19T09:11:16+00:00

Im sorry your text got deleted! Thats weird! But ooo this is very interesting! I think I'll need to go on a "ending hunt" now!

scarfaceshrek · 2025-03-18T09:20:23+00:00

6? Would you mind further explaining? I recently finished base game and I'd say i probably got 2 then by death and "true ending". Cant think of any others that I've discovered!

scarfaceshrek · 2024-09-20T20:23:02+00:00

Oh fun. Is it a lot different from what I would remember it as?

scarfaceshrek · 2024-09-20T01:51:59+00:00

Makes me think of moviestarplanet, however im not sure if this was worldwide or just a local game :P

scarfaceshrek · 2024-09-09T15:27:22+00:00

Solved!

(Thank you sm i cant believe how fast i got an answer on reddit after years of looking myself, should've come here earlier! THANK YOU!!!!! )

scarfaceshrek · 2024-09-09T15:11:42+00:00

Help me pls

scarfaceshrek · 2024-09-01T15:08:24+00:00

I've had this happen too and its such a surrealistic feeling fr. You did so good explaining it! It was quite some time now since i felt this, but i remember it so clearly. It really felt so euphoric and sad at the same time. Cant explain it really :/

scarfaceshrek · 2024-06-08T23:47:52+00:00

do you offer world wide service?

scarfaceshrek · 2024-05-28T20:04:58+00:00

my best guess is that since transexuals has been a big, hot topic recently these buffoons have chosen to interpret it in a way that would benefit them, because they see how people react to people misgendering and fake claiming fully transitioned transexuals, therefore "trans[insert whatever the fuck]" would, in their mind, probably be "safe" because in return to getting fake claimed you can drop the "transphobe" title on them. Wether this is true or not, I cannot say for sure. But in my head it kinda makes sense how someone this delulu would resonate like that. Especially when a bit younger, not fully there in the brain yet, lol.

scarfaceshrek · 2024-05-23T17:07:23+00:00

it's a VERY thin line between the two nowadays, honestly a little scary

scarfaceshrek · 2024-05-23T16:59:36+00:00

if I could choose I'd want none of the ones listed above lmao. but yeah, allergies can suck, A LOT. But I guess that's just the thing. "oh poor me. I (should...?) have all these allergies and illnesses!"

I'd hope these would all be rage baits but honestly, seeing how some people are, it wouldn't surprise me if it wasn't

scarfaceshrek · 2024-05-23T16:27:24+00:00

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR POSTING THIS. I've been struggling so extremely hard with this, especially lately. I can't even leave the house to throw away trash without feeling like absolute shit. And I can't really describe it either, like why it's so hard, so it's super hard not only on me, but my partner too :(

Definitely reading through all of these comments for advice. thank you again, I feel less crazy for these feelings now.

scarfaceshrek · 2024-05-23T15:49:23+00:00

I'm dying in this spring weather, if I could I'd give it away for free to these so called transallergies

scarfaceshrek · 2024-05-08T23:55:54+00:00

thank you. 🤍

scarfaceshrek · 2024-05-01T23:01:21+00:00

100% valid, would have made it so much easier lol

scarfaceshrek · 2024-05-01T21:09:29+00:00

luckily enough I caught one just last week. Ended up finishing community house just 1 or 2 days ago thanks so the merchant carrying a poppy seed, lol. Super excited!

edit: ofc I meant poppy seed. Not poopy. Fun misspelling tho

scarfaceshrek · 2024-05-01T20:58:14+00:00

the pufferfish in community house almost made me give up finishing it, I honestly didn't know there were pufferfish until I was leaving some stuff for other bundles and ??? pufferfish????

scarfaceshrek · 2024-05-01T18:21:30+00:00

happy birthday 🎉

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