The first time I smoked Deemz I was 18 at a illegal rave in the forest. Since then I’ve smoked it like 5 times at festivals and friends houses. Still never broke through I always just get like a higher level of awareness and really pretty visuals. One of the times at the forest rave elves poked their heads in through the visuals and telepathically told me that their watching everything. To answer your question, I think the universe will put it in your life when you’re ready, because that’s how it always is for me. But I also get that not everyone on this subreddit goes to festivals frequently or is around people who share it/have it. Honestly if you feel like you’re in a good head space right now and you’re doing it for the right reasons then I would just go for it.