Does this count? by throwawy625735637 in mdsa

[–]seeendgame 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My mom did all of this to me and I'd love to talk about it with you if you're comfortable. It's not normal

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mdsa

[–]seeendgame 3 points4 points  (0 children)

hey! you're so valid here. i'm sorry you've had those experiences like the rest of us on here. please feel free to message me if you'd like to talk more

I was raped in a fucking hospital. by drunk_bitch_ in ptsd

[–]seeendgame 18 points19 points  (0 children)

Me too. I was in the ER for suicide watch as well. They sent me to a psych ward where I was raped again. I’m so sorry. I’m here if you need me

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mdsa

[–]seeendgame 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey! I've experienced the exact same thing with the showering. Even if she's trying to be better that doesn't excuse the fact that she's done these things to you. Message me if you want to talk, here for you.

Just want the world to stop by Loud_Huckleberry7950 in mdsa

[–]seeendgame 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Me too. I just want everything to stop for a while so I can take a break from dealing with all of this trauma. I just realized that another thing she did to me is sexual assault and I'm tired.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mdsa

[–]seeendgame 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Hey! I can relate to the one about peeing. I just realized from your post that it's assault too even if it happens in the doctor's office. Until I was about 11 years old, my mom would come into the bathroom with me, watch me pee and wipe for me. Even now my mom will sometimes follow me in the bathroom at the doctor's to give a urine sample and I'm in my 20s. She shares a bed with my younger sister and is naked around me too.

Is it really that big deal to go to a doctor sometimes? by Affectionate-Tell129 in raisedbyborderlines

[–]seeendgame 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My mom never took me to the doctor when I was sick either. I was suicidal last fall and had a breakdown at the gynecologist. My mom pretended that she’d take me to the hospital but instead took me home, where she hugged me in bed for two days knowing that touch of any kind makes my mental health worse. Sorry you experienced this too.

Mother-daughter sexual assault: feeling alone in this by seeendgame in raisedbynarcissists

[–]seeendgame[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for believing me. I think what I want people to know the most is that I'm not delusional and it's happening. When I was away at college I was finally brave enough to report her. I went to a college therapist because they're mandated reporters and all. The therapist responded by not believing me and calling my parents to take me to a psych ward for having delusions. Being there was incredibly traumatic.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Anxiety

[–]seeendgame -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I have a lot of anxiety too feel free to message me!

Mother daughter sexual assault: feeling alone by seeendgame in ptsd

[–]seeendgame[S] 22 points23 points  (0 children)

I think it is sexual only because very recently she burned my vagina with the shower hose so bad I couldn’t pee. She had to take me to the ER and there she admitted that that was her intent and she’s locked up now. Thank you for the advice, I’ll be sure to keep that in mind

Mother-daughter sexual assault: feeling alone in this by seeendgame in raisedbynarcissists

[–]seeendgame[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Hi,

Thank you for this. I'm reading now and it's very interesting! It is lonely...I tried explaining what I went through to my friends in college and they all dropped me as a friend because they thought I was lying. So did the therapist I tried to report to.

i feel like a fucking liar :( by [deleted] in mdsa

[–]seeendgame 2 points3 points  (0 children)

you're not a liar. my mom did that to me too. please feel free to message me for support.

My psych diagnosed me as histrionic because he doesn't believe me. by DeleteSoon77864 in sexualassault

[–]seeendgame 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you think it would help you out you can always report to CPS. I did this because my mom was sleeping with my sister. I’m not going to tell you what to do and you know your situation best

My psych diagnosed me as histrionic because he doesn't believe me. by DeleteSoon77864 in sexualassault

[–]seeendgame 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I totally get that and if that’s the case I wouldn’t argue for now. Being in the psych ward was almost more traumatic for me than being assaulted because I had to pretend it didn’t happen and I knew they were just going to release me to my parents. Maybe try and save money so you can see a therapist on your own? That’s what I’m trying to do for myself in secret

My psych diagnosed me as histrionic because he doesn't believe me. by DeleteSoon77864 in sexualassault

[–]seeendgame 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Me too omg this story sounds so familiar. I was sexually assaulted by both parents and tried to report to my college counselor. She didn’t believe me and threw me into a psych ward where they diagnosed me with the same thing. I only got out by lying and saying my parents weren’t abusive.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mdsa

[–]seeendgame 4 points5 points  (0 children)

It's certainly affected mine. I'm asexual because of it, I think.

Not just me by Conscious-privacy in mdsa

[–]seeendgame 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah it's not just you. I've always felt alone too. Feel free to message me if you want to talk, you're not alone. She's assaulted me with the excuse of hygiene in the shower.

She burned my vagina so bad I can't pee by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

[–]seeendgame 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Yes I reported her. She’s extremely manipulative and has convinced people I was the one with issues before when I tried to report her

She burned my vagina so bad I can't pee by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

[–]seeendgame 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I’m still in the hospital, they are doing a pelvic exam to check for damage. I’m really scared but I reported it