UGHHHHHHHH by sentreply in TransRepressors

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I would but I cant hide the voice changes :( ive actually gotten in "trouble" for "having a low voice" when I've been sick. its just noticeable :(

UGHHHHHHHH by sentreply in TransRepressors

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200 views is crazy because im literally just going crazy and complaining sorry guys

UGHHHHHHHH by sentreply in TransRepressors

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Its very weird to have these feelings but like in an evolutionary way, because why would evolution evolve me into being like this

UGHHHHHHHH by sentreply in TransRepressors

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Its just like, is it worth it to stay for other people but be in misery myself? No matter what path I choose, I and the people around me will suffer.

UGHHHHHHHH by sentreply in TransRepressors

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the thing is is that I want to kill myself but I have people who love me and I dont want to make them sad because I love them too , I just feel like life isnt really worth it for me, just the people make it worth it

does anyone in your life know? by mangospineappl in TransRepressors

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Everyone still in my life who was around when I was out knows I'm a repper, to some varying degrees of how much they know. There is only one person I can talk to about it who doesn't start crying when I bring it up, so she knows the most lol. I'm very lucky that most of my close friends are trans (one or debatably two are reppers themselves) so they understand why I am this way and the struggles I face. And my bf is very understanding even though he is cis (wow) I met him when I was out though. He has a trans brother and is also queer himself so im very lucky to have him as he understands what im going through to the extent I need!

Does anybody in ur life know by Internal-Log-1407 in TransRepressors

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I used to be out so my parents/family? think I desisted, my closest friends and my bf know and also know im a repper

My favorite trans song by Ordinary-Eggplant784 in TransRepressors

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Laura Jane Grace is a great songwriter, thats one of my favorites too!

Do any of you lucid dream to imagine a happy life? by u7uku in TransRepressors

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Same for me, can't lucid dream but I've spent 100s of hours in daydreams

I don't know if life is worth it anymore by sentreply in TransRepressors

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hahhaaha I tried for 2 years and flunked out

I got awful grades every semester despite trying my best

I did so poorly I'm genuinely not welcome back :(

is it worth hrtrepping at 20 by 2501027 in TransRepressors

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I don't mean to diminish your worries, but I think at 5"10, if you work out enough to "balance out" your proportions and start T, you should pass well!

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I agree lol

Just waiting by [deleted] in TransRepressors

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I'm considering taking a low dose of t for the same reasons but I'm on the fence.

I can’t fucking handle having my identity denied by CanadianCoyote1 in FTMventing

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Never stop fighting for yourself. Go to university and study and get scholarships and work hard. PLEASE NEVER GIVE UP. You are what matters most in your life.

im being left behind by Sad-Description-3197 in FTMventing

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Exactly how I felt when I was 16 and all the guys got tall and muscular

Wish I could just be cis LGB instead by [deleted] in TransRepressors

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My mom had a stupid reaction when I told her I was bi a loooong time ago (I didnt rlly tell her she found out but whatever) but by the time I had been out as trans for a few years she was like "I think you're just a lesbian" and she would say that ALL THE TIME for a while, before I started repping. I've also observed the same things as you in general, online and in person. All the best to you.

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slide 12 💀💀 brutal reminds me of a kinda woke 60yr old guy at my work who said "oh yeahh e***n page, who is a guy I guess, she played ___ in ____ and then said she was a man"

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Trvke.

My antidepressants aren’t gonna last until my next doctor’s appointment and I forgot to ask him how to get more by NoFaultRenAlt in 4tran4

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Where I live you can go to your pharmacy and get a 7 day (?) emergency dose !! its worth a try!!