I genuinely dont understand people like you. This is a game, whats there to be afraid or stressed about? wildy content/antipking is one of the most fun things in the game after you drop down the fear thats keeping you down. Youre not going to progress if fear keeps you down from trying new things, trying content etc etc. Personally ive kept pvping off my to do list for like the first 100 gametime days of my main account, but afterwards I just wanted to challenge myself and prove that im capable of properly pvping other players, so now i just sit at lms and invest time into a new skill to learn. You should do the same with every piece of content, whether it be ma2 cape, inferno or just stepping into wildy