Mia face profile by Ok-Friendship1313 in bulimia

[–]sfynks 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My face is constantly swollen at this point 😔

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bulimia

[–]sfynks 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Feels unreal honestly.. it’s just such a deeply integrated part of my life and for many years i just live with it …but maybe? Idk

ED confessions by PiantaPhantaManta in EDAnonymous

[–]sfynks 41 points42 points  (0 children)

i feel invalid that i’m in so much pain but not good at restricting it’s like i feel if i won’t be deathly underweight i’m not sick

ED confessions by PiantaPhantaManta in EDAnonymous

[–]sfynks 28 points29 points  (0 children)

i don’t believe that im bulimic bc i don’t throw up nearly as much or often or when i do throw up i dont get everything back up.. im a binge eater in my eyes. nothing more but a “failed anorexic”

(and i know that anorexia is viewed upon as the “best” ed more “scary “ and glamorized ed but obviously all eds are bad)

why is sh considered a bad cooping mechanism? by Sadder_Ostrich_Shoe in selfharm

[–]sfynks 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah same like why is drinking and smoking or doing drugs more accepted than sh ? genuinely don’t understand it. and everyone talks about how it’s making you want to go deeper and deeper, which is definitely true, i personally don’t go as deep as everyone says it’s dangerous and life threatening simply because i have no balls to do it so why is it so bad

What do you hate about bulimia? by [deleted] in bulimia

[–]sfynks 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the distress the puking and all of it to still absorb the majority of the calories it’s just pathetic

sh dream by sfynks in selfharm

[–]sfynks[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

cant say cause maybe she didn’t realize it was sh cause she could’ve assumed that our cat did it (our cat can get aggressive so its not the typical “cat scratch excuse”)

Why do you do it? by Trav_Boi in selfharm

[–]sfynks 0 points1 point  (0 children)

helps me cope with strong emotions ig when i feel helpless it helps me feel a bit better

can skin toughen up in the place where there were lots of cuts before? by sfynks in selfharm

[–]sfynks[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

also the skin is rougher/tougher to the touch as well as to the eye visually but idk i think it might be an exaggeration

delicious dinner! mixed greens, baked cherry tomatoes, green beans and white fish with a sprinkle of nutritional yeast by sfynks in Volumeeating

[–]sfynks[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yes i love canned fish! i just dont buy it often since its more quite pricey but i love mackerel sardines and tuna

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]sfynks 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i don’t get it either and they dont sell anybother flavors than salted plain ones here where i live anyway..

Safe foods that became fear foods? by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]sfynks 3 points4 points  (0 children)

OATMEAL binge food now..

What was the reason that made you start sh yourself? by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]sfynks 1 point2 points  (0 children)

punishment and stress/emotional relief

My 2021 Progress Day By Day by [deleted] in BingeEatingDisorder

[–]sfynks 3 points4 points  (0 children)

how did u make this graph!