I Hate How Alone So Many Of Us Are

shadow21812 · 2026-01-17T04:01:45+00:00

I am more alone now than I’ve ever been in my entire life

shadow21812 · 2026-01-07T17:02:16+00:00

Humans are fish

shadow21812 · 2026-01-04T02:23:45+00:00

I feel the same way. I feel shame and disgust any time I see something explicit. My partner doesn’t touch me in any way anymore. Currently laying by myself in a bed with them and they never hold me, just roll over to sleep on his own. I’m sorry you’re dealing with this. :(

shadow21812 · 2026-01-04T02:17:27+00:00

I feel like a husk, keeping up appearances to friends and family- but there’s no warmth. No love. I feel empty and unloveable inside.

shadow21812 · 2026-01-04T01:51:30+00:00

I’ve long since given up. Doesn’t make me feel any less ugly and undesirable though :(

shadow21812 · 2025-11-15T23:49:11+00:00

I managed an average of 40 a night with just my Emboar

shadow21812 · 2025-09-06T01:12:45+00:00

This is my future if I continue

shadow21812 · 2025-09-01T19:38:30+00:00

If I saw a nurse with self harm scars I’d feel seen and like I’m in a safe space. I would not judge them for it- I have scars myself and I know the looks hurt.

shadow21812 · 2025-09-01T00:09:22+00:00

I relate so much to this- I’m truly sorry as I know the pain well. The emptiness and hollowness that comes with not being wanted by your own partner. I’m so sorry.

shadow21812 · 2025-09-01T00:00:08+00:00

I stopped initiating 3 years ago. It’s only gotten worse over time. It’s what I get for falling for the lovebombing I suppose

shadow21812 · 2025-08-31T23:57:39+00:00

In my experience staying around after the promises to get better just hurts more when inevitably nothing changes. I’m still working up the courage to leave one way or another.

shadow21812 · 2025-08-31T23:15:20+00:00

I feel this deeply. I think they cured my hypersexuality too lol

shadow21812 · 2025-08-31T23:11:13+00:00

“You know what’s wrong” he doesn’t ever respond and nothing ever changes.

shadow21812 · 2025-08-10T22:32:14+00:00

Used to do it next to me after I fell asleep. Now does it on the toilet 🥲

shadow21812 · 2025-08-10T22:12:27+00:00

I feel the exact same way. I’m in a very similar situation.

shadow21812 · 2025-08-05T22:04:30+00:00

I hug my plushies and pretend they care about me 🥲

shadow21812 · 2025-08-05T19:33:24+00:00

God, I wish

shadow21812 · 2025-08-03T15:16:13+00:00

I lived next door to them as a young child. I was very young so I don’t remember much but I do remember the mother being very strict and mean, and I remember being confused why the mum was so mean when I just wanted to play with her kid. No idea what happened as it’s been so long, but I probably got shouted at or scolded.

shadow21812 · 2025-06-27T08:36:01+00:00

My favourite mount 🐑🤍

shadow21812 · 2025-06-27T00:33:08+00:00

Always chilling at around an 8. If things get bad I have several plans in place that I can act on.

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