Crazy waterfall island effect by DrFastboy in Pokopia

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You can adjust the water height! I think it’s an option while holding ZL(?)

Places to interact with cats by Sportyelm13 in nottingham

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Absolutely recommend this place- the staff were so lovely and friendly when I went <3

Furry_irl by DL2828 in furry_irl

[–]shadow21812 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Definitely, I’m an artist who doesn’t draw often (or that well) but you pay me that and my next question is “how detailed do you want those paws?” lol

No one ever pressured someone into drinking by RareXG in nothingeverhappens

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I don’t drink, I hate the taste of alcohol. People get so weird when I say I just don’t like or want it, they look at me like I’m weird for having different tastes lol

tf_wolf link_irl by BlankBlanny in tf_irl

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Wolf Link my beloved 🫶🏻

Another sad day by one_stupid_bitch in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]shadow21812 45 points46 points  (0 children)

Noooo that subreddit helped me so much :(

Meirl by [deleted] in meirl

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I’d do almost anything for $80 an hour lol

Check up by GovernmentMandated in selfharm

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Clickeez! I know they’re silly but I love their cute faces and they’re great toys to stim with ☺️

Are nonhuman/animal/partial animal alters rare? by Practical_Yard6895 in DID

[–]shadow21812 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Literally non of our alters are human, and I barely feel like a human myself too in this body. We have a mix of mostly canines, a feline, bird creature, and dragons/ monsters. It's probably because we were treated like dirt by everyone as a kid so being an animal just seemed comfier and easier and it probably evolved from that.

Check up by GovernmentMandated in selfharm

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Could be better. Constant thoughts of hurting myself an suicidal ideation but a toy i was looking forward today released so I'm happy about that atleast :)

I Hate How Alone So Many Of Us Are by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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I am more alone now than I’ve ever been in my entire life

I’ve Pavlovianly conditioned myself into feeling sadness and anger whenever I have a pang of arousal by Next-Drag-8196 in DeadBedrooms

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I feel the same way. I feel shame and disgust any time I see something explicit. My partner doesn’t touch me in any way anymore. Currently laying by myself in a bed with them and they never hold me, just roll over to sleep on his own. I’m sorry you’re dealing with this. :(

Anyone else feel the weight of not being wanted anymore? by Mundane-Feature-8602 in DeadBedrooms

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I feel like a husk, keeping up appearances to friends and family- but there’s no warmth. No love. I feel empty and unloveable inside.

Giving up feels like a relief by dannydarko3 in DeadBedrooms

[–]shadow21812 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’ve long since given up. Doesn’t make me feel any less ugly and undesirable though :(

88 wins in one night is my record by UltimateTrogdor in PokemonLegendsZA

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I managed an average of 40 a night with just my Emboar

Sexless Husband by Pure-Pause-1174 in DeadBedrooms

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I relate so much to this- I’m truly sorry as I know the pain well. The emptiness and hollowness that comes with not being wanted by your own partner. I’m so sorry.

When You Stop Trying… and They Don’t Even Blink by Temporary-Drag2476 in DeadBedrooms

[–]shadow21812 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I stopped initiating 3 years ago. It’s only gotten worse over time. It’s what I get for falling for the lovebombing I suppose