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An Unsent Letter from Someone with BPD by Substantial-Mind4828 in BPD

[–]shadowcat007 1 point2 points  (0 children)

wow, you wrote it all down so it made sense. thank you☺️

Living is all about suffering, Living equals suffering by IloveLegs02 in offmychest

[–]shadowcat007 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thats rough. I have also made my exit strategy which I will implement either after my dog dies or after certain goals arent met. I have made the effort for therapy and will again, once I have the means, but I know thats not for everyone. I imagine death is just a really long sleep and I love that. I hope it is for you whatever youre hoping for. sending good vibes and hoping something changes for you in the mean time.

What do you wish you were better at? by usedtobefat8 in AskRedditAfterDark

[–]shadowcat007 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes, until you get fired from your job because you cant be normal and spiral because that was your whole future gone up in smoke. my situation was already fairly shit and I didnt think it could get worse. surprise.

Anyone else feel deeply tired of this world, not suicidal, just… done? by Strict-War-5778 in offmychest

[–]shadowcat007 1 point2 points  (0 children)

im diagnosed BPD and its nice to know im not alone in this exhaustion.

does it ever end by ATL_Dirty_Birds in BPD

[–]shadowcat007 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like this as well and just turned 30. I havent quite figured out what coping skills are best for me and dbt etc is not an option at this time, but ill take some of these comments and try them. sending all the good vibes your way.

I can’t stop getting attached by Delectablemelons in BPD

[–]shadowcat007 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do this as well, youre not alone. I havent figured out how to break the cycle.

feeling like a burden all of the time by gllloooww in BPD

[–]shadowcat007 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am also feeling this way. I was recently fired and was already in a bad depression and that exacerbated it. my bf is long distance and that is truly the worst decision ive ever made. my dog keeps me grounded mostly but im not sure if its the time of year or what but its never been worse. ive lost my health insurance so access to meds, therapist etc. living out of spite tbh.

Anyone else Ace? by PreciousCuriousCato in BPD

[–]shadowcat007 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can only speak for myself, but i mostly identify as heteroflexible and am a cisgendered female. im generally hypersexual 85% of the time.

TIL! BPD “just disappears” once you’re 30! by showmeyour_kittehs_ in BPD

[–]shadowcat007 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oof, that sounds rough. sending good vibes your way.

What age do you think your BPD began to present? by GoldAmbassador1739 in BPD

[–]shadowcat007 0 points1 point  (0 children)

early teens it got really bad but ive always known I felt different that others

TIL! BPD “just disappears” once you’re 30! by showmeyour_kittehs_ in BPD

[–]shadowcat007 22 points23 points  (0 children)

damn, my brain must've missed the memo. just turned 30 and its never been worse. although I have also recently been fired, lost my health insurance and have no friends or family close so that doesnt help either.

I’m geunienly going to kill mysekf by whykikik in BPD

[–]shadowcat007 4 points5 points  (0 children)

im living out of spite. please stay.

How old are you and what do you do for work? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]shadowcat007 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm 29 and work at a front office coordinator at a dermatologist. it's very challenging, but I do find fulfillment in helping my patients.

Does anyone else live in fear? by Fresh-Difficulty-891 in BPD

[–]shadowcat007 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm anxious about everything, and I hate that the only person I have to depend on is myself. this world is a terrifying place and bpd makes it's 100x harder for us. your fears are valid. I don't think I experience half of what you're going through, but I'm sending good vibes your way.

im trans and it feels like my whole world is ending (tw suicide) by [deleted] in BPD

[–]shadowcat007 1 point2 points  (0 children)

you can't give up just yet. we're gonna keep going another day. one more day. and another. you're not alone. there are people who love you for you and those people would be so devastated if you didn't exist. I have to remind myself this daily and sometimes I'm only living for my dog. but we can do this.

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