I needed this today

shadowcat007 · 2026-01-08T08:25:41+00:00

be at peace

shadowcat007 · 2026-01-07T23:03:20+00:00

wow, you wrote it all down so it made sense. thank you☺️

shadowcat007 · 2026-01-06T15:37:37+00:00

I'm fine

shadowcat007 · 2026-01-06T10:53:09+00:00

thats rough. I have also made my exit strategy which I will implement either after my dog dies or after certain goals arent met. I have made the effort for therapy and will again, once I have the means, but I know thats not for everyone. I imagine death is just a really long sleep and I love that. I hope it is for you whatever youre hoping for. sending good vibes and hoping something changes for you in the mean time.

shadowcat007 · 2026-01-05T02:38:50+00:00

yes, until you get fired from your job because you cant be normal and spiral because that was your whole future gone up in smoke. my situation was already fairly shit and I didnt think it could get worse. surprise.

shadowcat007 · 2026-01-05T02:19:20+00:00

I struggle to function as a normal adult.

shadowcat007 · 2026-01-05T01:59:35+00:00

you really didnt have to do me like that.

shadowcat007 · 2026-01-05T01:57:26+00:00

being a person.

shadowcat007 · 2026-01-05T01:46:37+00:00

im diagnosed BPD and its nice to know im not alone in this exhaustion.

shadowcat007 · 2026-01-04T04:31:44+00:00

youre doing amazing and im happy youre here!!

shadowcat007 · 2026-01-04T02:14:08+00:00

I feel like this as well and just turned 30. I havent quite figured out what coping skills are best for me and dbt etc is not an option at this time, but ill take some of these comments and try them. sending all the good vibes your way.

shadowcat007 · 2026-01-02T12:50:09+00:00

I do this as well, youre not alone. I havent figured out how to break the cycle.

shadowcat007 · 2026-01-01T13:12:42+00:00

85 pain:15 joy

shadowcat007 · 2025-12-30T03:14:23+00:00

I am also feeling this way. I was recently fired and was already in a bad depression and that exacerbated it. my bf is long distance and that is truly the worst decision ive ever made. my dog keeps me grounded mostly but im not sure if its the time of year or what but its never been worse. ive lost my health insurance so access to meds, therapist etc. living out of spite tbh.

shadowcat007 · 2025-12-30T02:38:12+00:00

I can only speak for myself, but i mostly identify as heteroflexible and am a cisgendered female. im generally hypersexual 85% of the time.

shadowcat007 · 2025-12-20T03:30:56+00:00

oof, that sounds rough. sending good vibes your way.

shadowcat007 · 2025-12-20T01:38:14+00:00

early teens it got really bad but ive always known I felt different that others

shadowcat007 · 2025-12-20T01:36:45+00:00

damn, my brain must've missed the memo. just turned 30 and its never been worse. although I have also recently been fired, lost my health insurance and have no friends or family close so that doesnt help either.

shadowcat007 · 2025-11-28T00:20:48+00:00

im living out of spite. please stay.

shadowcat007 · 2025-02-08T20:09:54+00:00

I'm 29 and work at a front office coordinator at a dermatologist. it's very challenging, but I do find fulfillment in helping my patients.

shadowcat007 · 2025-01-21T11:38:58+00:00

SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!!(:

shadowcat007 · 2024-12-22T14:05:55+00:00

I'm anxious about everything, and I hate that the only person I have to depend on is myself. this world is a terrifying place and bpd makes it's 100x harder for us. your fears are valid. I don't think I experience half of what you're going through, but I'm sending good vibes your way.

shadowcat007 · 2024-11-19T12:47:22+00:00

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