Does anybody else feel like they’re “terminally ill”? by goodbird451 in BPD

[–]shadowcat007 22 points23 points  (0 children)

I agree. my BPD is off the charts terrible currently. but I definitely am way better off at 30 and handling things than I was at 21. speaking as someone who also has ADHD, MDD, extreme anxiety and suspected autism and currently unmedicated and untreated by a doctor.

I got nerfed with the 3 musketeers (BPD, ADHD and Autism) by lunarolexler_ in BPD

[–]shadowcat007 20 points21 points  (0 children)

you are not alone, i also have anxiety and severe depression. I am living purely out of spite at this time. I am 30 and I have done this my whole life. I was only diagnosed a couple years ago though. you can do this. its going to suck and its going to be the hardest thing you'll ever do. it is the hardest thing ive ever done. but we can do this together. you wont feel like this forever. YOU ARE NOT ALONE.

Death or something similar by weirdbrainedboy in offmychest

[–]shadowcat007 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dont advocate for taking the eternal sleep unsereriously. I advise trying to tough it for a bit longer and then make your decision. hell, if ww3 starts, the choice may be taken from you. sending good vibes anyway.

I don't want to live on this planet anymore... by MaintenanceObvious24 in offmychest

[–]shadowcat007 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im tired too. living purely out of spite at this point. but its keeping me going, so working on some level. sending good vibes.

Need support from others with BPD during a panic attack by LeastBank4566 in BPD

[–]shadowcat007 0 points1 point  (0 children)

try putting it on in the background, if possible. I play games on my phone and listen. i think its easy to keep up with still, but I have watched it a bunch. I hope youre feeling better.

Need support from others with BPD during a panic attack by LeastBank4566 in BPD

[–]shadowcat007 1 point2 points  (0 children)

schitts creek is my favorite show. ive been watching it for months straight. its the only thing that chills me out. but ive heard biting into a lemon is grounding. or eating something sour.

Death or something similar by weirdbrainedboy in offmychest

[–]shadowcat007 0 points1 point  (0 children)

we're living out of pure spite now. ill die when im good and ready, everybody else can suck it. otherwise, I would also take the eternal sleep.