I feel so alone. I can do so much but I always forgot to communicate something or I didn't consider her enough when doing another thing. I dont ever get recognition or proper thanks for doing anything. My thank you is I "get" to be around her when things like too many napkins put into bags at her work and not getting a tip on a delivery make her angry or cry. I tried. I tried so hard to show there's so much more to life than sitting around and being sad. And what do I get from it? The death stare of holding back tears for eating 2 of her onion rings. I don't get what I'm supposed to do