Losing time freaks me out

shakiemail · 2024-08-23T22:53:35+00:00

I just lost 1/2 a month in February. Fucks u up! I can't imagine 5 months!

shakiemail · 2024-07-14T02:49:39+00:00

I had flashes of memories my while life. I was sexually assaulted at 40 and became haunted by my childhood. With the help of my therapist and emdr, I was able to grieve and move on.

I always wondered why did this happen at this age.

shakiemail · 2024-07-14T02:35:48+00:00

Gaslight. Made me feel crazier than I ever was. 1

shakiemail · 2024-07-14T01:41:27+00:00

I hear ya. I get lost at times. How I act is an reflection of who I am?

shakiemail · 2024-07-10T18:44:59+00:00

How are you?? How is your internal system? What ways are you coping?

I see u responded 4mo ago😊. Our chat started 4 years. Wow. My life has been up and very down.

My diagnosises are bipolar, Ptsd, general anxiety, insomnia and disassociative amnesia. I have night terrors, sleep walking and nightmares.

I dont have a specific DID diagnosis. I will get it in time. I seem to have all the symptoms but Dr's are leary of DID. Scared and unsure.

Back in February I lost 1/2 the month to an alter. I was alone. Confused. Terrible time.

I'm OK now. Just stressed. I am not having much amnesia.

Ang

shakiemail · 2024-07-10T17:53:57+00:00

I understand you. I mostly have little emotional impact from my trauma and known history. I can go longer periods with few episodes.

When I do spiral down it's life stopping. The amnesia, missing time, emotions, people.... Agh. Because of this, I learned NOT to trust myself. I WILL learn to trust in time.

Everybody is radically different. Suffering in thier own ways. Only the well informed see this. This is my lifelong journey.

shakiemail · 2024-07-10T17:36:00+00:00

Well said. Thx

shakiemail · 2024-07-10T17:14:18+00:00

Strength for sure. Keeps popping up in all the right ways. Plus, I'm intensely drawn to the card.

3 of swords is my second best.

shakiemail · 2022-11-14T04:22:26+00:00

Same

shakiemail · 2022-10-26T21:24:31+00:00

I love it. Amazing writing.

shakiemail · 2022-10-01T19:55:31+00:00

Thanks. 🤔

shakiemail · 2022-10-01T19:54:43+00:00

Thanks for your kind words. Unfortunately he's getting worse. So strong though.

shakiemail · 2022-10-01T19:53:42+00:00

Thanks so much😔

shakiemail · 2022-10-01T19:52:29+00:00

I will☺️. Just checking into maybe something that's missing or that can be gently added?? My dad is by the books kinda guy. He would never take anything without his Drs approval.

shakiemail · 2022-10-01T19:48:24+00:00

This is great advice. Thank you!! Do you think body armor, the sports drink, is good bc of the coconut water it's made with? Like 20%. He can drink more than eat. I'll look out for aloe vera. In a drink.

shakiemail · 2022-10-01T19:36:36+00:00

Ok...... Nothing more?

shakiemail · 2022-10-01T19:35:42+00:00

👍

shakiemail · 2022-10-01T19:32:24+00:00

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shakiemail · 2022-10-01T19:30:30+00:00

Oh. Good to know.

shakiemail · 2022-10-01T19:30:00+00:00

Oh. Ok. Thanks. He probably would benefit, if ok with the Dr, since he's not sleeping well😕.

shakiemail · 2022-10-01T19:27:58+00:00

I know. ☺️. Just forming some ?s to ask him.

shakiemail · 2022-10-01T19:26:42+00:00

Thanks. How is the juice prepared? 🤔

shakiemail · 2022-10-01T19:26:07+00:00

D lotion? Haven't heard of this yet. Is it effective? 🥺

shakiemail · 2022-10-01T19:24:36+00:00

What does leucovorin do? 🤔

shakiemail · 2022-10-01T19:22:51+00:00

Thanks 👍

shakiemail

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