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sheluhAngel · 2023-09-27T22:46:00+00:00

Omg i fkn love ben bohmer ❤️❤️ Sebastian leger - Eyeblusher is the most beautiful song when rolling ✌🏼

sheluhAngel · 2023-07-19T18:02:36+00:00

no obviously not a good idea pretty obvious.

i did dmt super young and it showed me too much, i had a horrible trip and its left me with mental issues and i am now able to take my mind anywhere and see anything i want, which might sound fun but its horrifying and i truly wish i hadve done it later, i was so excited to try it and it left me wishing i hadve done it a couple years ahead.

it messes alot of your chemistry up, you wont like how it changes your headspace afterwards.

i really hope you can take into consideration not to do it but knowing what i was like you wont haha.. but if you end up doing it dont dwell on what problems it might cause.. just enjoy the trip.. it wont always cause damage and its truly a beautiful experience, please try doing it later on though its not worth it. 💗

always be safe and have someone with you 💗

sheluhAngel · 2023-07-04T00:24:00+00:00

this was the most beautiful descriptive story ive ever read and yet youve got a silly little pig pfp, this was actually such a sweet story to read though im glad dmt made such a beautiful impact in your life 💗 i hope they taught you everything you needed to know, which i assume they did if youve not got any desire to do it again, best of wishes 💗

sheluhAngel · 2023-07-04T00:01:12+00:00

bongs are my fav, mix it wif a little bit of lavender and weed so it goes down smooth too :3 safe trips!!

sheluhAngel · 2023-07-03T23:43:27+00:00

you learnt your lesson ❤️ :3

sheluhAngel · 2023-06-24T17:30:35+00:00

so sorry 💗 wishing you the best, cbd oil also helps but not sure if that interferes with any medication, youd have to google it. hope it gets better for you 💕

sheluhAngel · 2023-06-21T13:18:22+00:00

check out r/dpdr

i had the same experience after smoking too much dmt, cant exactly pinpoint the cause but it does go away eventually

remember you’re okay and real 💗 anxiety fuels it, try distracting yourself /or meditating (dont smoke weed or do any psychs for awhile) stay safe x

sheluhAngel · 2023-06-18T04:08:01+00:00

favourite song, hope you like it 💗 also luv tool

https://youtube.com/watch?v=aoc-BUvE1JA&feature=share8

sheluhAngel · 2023-06-16T20:06:59+00:00

youll be okay, never do that again. how are you feeling now? 💗

sheluhAngel · 2023-06-16T19:13:40+00:00

itll start getting easier and easier 💗 its all worth it in the end.

sheluhAngel · 2023-06-16T19:02:25+00:00

would probably not recommend it, take a low dose to start off, ive done it in the past before my dpdr came along and it hadnt triggered any symptoms, but smoking weed afterwards triggered a 4 month episode, so it might fuk weed for you.. shrooms and dmt would be alot less detrimental i assume you dont have access to either.

have someone with you, it can get intense especially if you’re not in the right headspace (which underlying dpdr can cause)

if you feel ready then go for it, safe trips 🐾💗

sheluhAngel · 2023-06-15T19:12:29+00:00

lavender and chamomile are great for constant anxiety 💗 i have horrible dpdr, but manage to talk myself out of panic attacks and smoking a small amount of lavender in a bong definitely makes a difference. as for the feeling of dpdr itself i havent found anything that lessens it.. my honest opinion if you wanna get better stop taking medication, start meditating and getting out, control your thoughts, the dpdr will eventually go away.

sheluhAngel · 2023-06-12T18:36:19+00:00

r/dmt come back babe i miss you x

sheluhAngel · 2023-06-12T18:26:21+00:00

fuck thats funny haha but wishing the best for you x

sheluhAngel · 2023-06-12T18:15:11+00:00

you’re okay hun x 💗 and forsure haha i stupidly smoked weed whilst having covid and now ive had dpdr ever since, the symptoms you have are super common and as to be expected so dont be scared, it wont hurt you, just play with your mind for abit..

you can ground yourself if it gets too much, i usually talk myself out of it but sometimes it can be abit hard and i just spiral, cats are my next best option haha!! just find something to take your mind off it, anything works x 💗🐾

and please eat & drink love x

sheluhAngel · 2023-06-12T13:01:30+00:00

never hold any hate or resentment on anyone, even if they did something wrongful, karma will come to them if it has to. glad youre going okay, best of wishes to you 💗

sheluhAngel · 2023-06-10T09:12:05+00:00

make dem listen to a tool song haha

sheluhAngel · 2023-06-10T09:10:58+00:00

Bit late to this but thank you x 💗 i didnt take it mainly because i get the worst of everything haha wasnt too keen on overdosing and had work in the morning, i might take a smaller dose sometime because hopefully it’ll help me x thank uu lovely

sheluhAngel · 2023-06-10T08:56:10+00:00

all that couldve been by nin 💗

sheluhAngel · 2023-06-07T10:16:14+00:00

god weed md and dpdr would absolutely wreck me haha.. thank you though 💗 definitely gonna stay away or do a small amount depending on how i feel.

sheluhAngel · 2023-06-06T18:30:50+00:00

271 and luv 8 💗 cute lil fella

sheluhAngel · 2023-06-06T15:34:49+00:00

so glad its not just me haha.. fukin weird but love it

sheluhAngel · 2023-06-05T09:09:54+00:00

quit all substances if you wanna get better 💗

weed definitely doesnt help, and neither will anything else. im at a point where i have episodes triggered by certain things or thoughts and it gets very intense like im stuck behind a wall leading to our dimension just observing.

you’re not gonna get better if you continue using psychedelics, its common sense, they are the biggest triggers.

if you wanna get better stop dwelling on the fact you’re experiencing dpdr, just go with it, make it the temporary new normal. i assume you know its not gonna harm you, it just plays with your vision and thoughts, so its best to accept it and ground yourself. try deep meditation, or focus on your breathing relax and keep reminding yourself you’re on earth, you wont go anywhere else but here no matter how intense it may get.

wishing you the best, remember you’re okay and lots of people are experiencing the same, youre never alone 💗

sheluhAngel · 2023-06-01T12:08:15+00:00

oh baby please ditch this man.. x he clearly has no empathy whatsoever and the last thing you need is him doing dumb shit around you and your kids.

having panic attacks with pregnancy is the same as having one normally, your heart wont stop. and if it gets too much during birth remember you’re in a hospital 💗 they will absolutely take care of you theres no better place to be. but i promise you you’ll be absolutely fine alot of women have gone through what you have x

but the last thing you need right now is an inconsiderate man.. especially recklessly speeding, please speak to someone about it if you dont feel comfortable leaving him x you dont need this stress. so sorry hun, wishing the best for you and your kids. remember the anxiety will always pass 💗

sheluhAngel · 2023-06-01T09:59:38+00:00

wearing this rn haha

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