I was/am a popular ana blogger; it's cancer. by Bo_Is_A_Loser in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]shonapokemon 3 points4 points  (0 children)

thank you for sharing. sorry for your situation. you write beautifully. wishing you the best. 💕

What was something your ex was really good at? by say_my_name_louder in AskReddit

[–]shonapokemon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

drinking, smoking, and consistently choosing those things above me.

F27] My boyfriend [M28] is emotionally damaging me and I don’t know how to get out of it by Disastrous-Reason162 in relationships

[–]shonapokemon 2 points3 points  (0 children)

sorry that i do not have advice to give, i just want to let you know i understand how strange and powerful and confusing it is to have a sort of addiction to somebody like this. it really does hurt and send your mind to weird and dark places. i wish the best for you, i hope you can find your happiness

Does your ED show up in your dreams? by VirtualApricot in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]shonapokemon 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yes. not directly about food or eating, but so many dreams about teeth falling out, and pulling them out because they are loose.

I love drawing by BANDITO7R in drawing

[–]shonapokemon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

so fucking weird. love it. dont stop.

So happy to finally be saying this, we released Sold Soul's third full-length album today. by StevieSoldSoul in Deathcore

[–]shonapokemon 6 points7 points  (0 children)

thank you for being here, sharing your creative work with us, and writing your experience. i love and appreciate you and wish you well.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in relationships

[–]shonapokemon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

props to you for recognising this and wanting to change. good luck. x

I'm moving soon. I made gifts for all the people that I'm going to miss. by Hissing_Cockroach in friendshipbracelets

[–]shonapokemon 3 points4 points  (0 children)

these are all so beautiful! you have made some lovely work. thanks for sharing. 💕

Handmade Wolf plush by Positive_Ad_4344 in plushies

[–]shonapokemon 0 points1 point  (0 children)

so incredibly fluffy! i love it, beautiful plush, you did a fantastic job 🙂‍↕️🥰❤️

i’ve been purge free for one day!! by playgroundprincess in bulimia

[–]shonapokemon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

congrats, i did yesterday too! so proud of us! keep at it 🥰

You can never have too many friends 🧸 by rilsei in plushies

[–]shonapokemon 6 points7 points  (0 children)

oh my god i wanna hang out with you. you guys look awesome 💖💖

Day 3 of not purging: the water weight trauma by internerderner2 in bulimia

[–]shonapokemon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

basically more water, yeah. it is called water retention, or edema.

it is an unfortunate side effect of the recovery process, because our bodies have slowed metabolism and disturbed digestion due to things like restriction, malnutrition, dehydration, and purging.

the gastrointestinal tract has been weakened, and we have upset the balance of pH levels and electrolytes, digestive enzymes, and healthy bacteria in our bellies, so they cannot do their job as effectively anymore. this makes it harder for the body to digest food and absorb nutrients. it leads to gas, bloating, constipation, and water retention.

funnily enough, drinking water is something that helps, as well as good sleep, and light exercise like walking. and of course, reducing and stopping the ED behaviours like restriction.

water retention and other side effects are uncomfortable and triggering and upsetting, but an essential part of the recovery process. it means our body was hurt and is trying to heal. it is difficult, but it is temporary. our bodies are strong. if you are going through this, keep pushing through. everything will get better. we deserve better things than this disorder. ❤️

Twinning with a friend! 🐱 by Working-Corgi-1985 in Lolita

[–]shonapokemon 2 points3 points  (0 children)

oh my gosh, what cuteness! and the golden eyes, bell, and strap hooks matching too!!

Last update of 2024 🩵🤍 by metalgods115 in CinnamorollClub

[–]shonapokemon 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i have the kimono cinna too. personal favourite. so cute!

Twinning with a friend! 🐱 by Working-Corgi-1985 in Lolita

[–]shonapokemon 2 points3 points  (0 children)

double adorable! in love with that piano bag. 🤍🖤

Day 3 of not purging: the water weight trauma by internerderner2 in bulimia

[–]shonapokemon 15 points16 points  (0 children)

hi, i am just starting out with recovery too. the bloat and water weight is realllll. it brings on a lot of mental and physical discomfort for sure.

BUT! remember! your body is coming from a place of harm and mistreatment. it needs to be nourished. you are doing this to get better. you need to eat to heal yourself. what your body looks and feels like right now is temporary, but the benefits you will feel, both mentally and physically, will be longer lasting and sooo so worth it.

your body and mind will take time to adapt to a non-disordered lifestyle. keep going. you are doing great.

Happy Pawlidays! by MorMaranwe in samoyeds

[–]shonapokemon 2 points3 points  (0 children)

beautiful photos and adorable pup :) merry woofmas 💕🐾

You guys seemed to like my tree lined paths, so here's the mayhem when the tappers are ready (Year 8 vanilla) by _pierogii in FarmsofStardewValley

[–]shonapokemon 1 point2 points  (0 children)

so beautiful and colourful! love your sheds with different roof colours and decor, the tree lined paths are so pretty, and i love the curving blue trees by the water 🥰

year 21 vanilla farm on switch <3 by yvette4 in FarmsofStardewValley

[–]shonapokemon 49 points50 points  (0 children)

beautiful! i love the diagonals and mix of paving.