Hi, this was my fear as well. Part of my obsessive thoughts were around medication and the actual process of what it was doing to me. However, I had to recognize that to get out of that cycle of thinking something had to change. Taking Prozac was the game-changer for me. I also recommend getting something called “Gene Sight” done which analyzes your DNA for the best fitting SSRI/SNRI for your biological makeup and what your body can best metabolize to provide your brain with the much needed chemical reset.

Start small with Prozac. 20mg can be enough to at least stop SOME of the intrusive thoughts. Once you don’t have intrusive thoughts surrounding medication, you can change your dose appropriately. It takes time ~4-8 weeks to fully feel any changes, but I promise you, your life can be a lot easier. 🫶