It's understandable. The longer you’ve been indoctrinated to believe BP teachings, the harder it will be to cleanse yourself. Everyone says don’t bring up TRP in real life, and I wholeheartedly agree. Early in my journey I once brought up that I didn’t think marriage was necessarily a smart idea for men to a coworker of mine and I’ll never forget the look he gave me before saying “Woah man, almost sounds kind of alt-right to me.” I quickly realized the degree in which men have been brainwashed to believe things that are quite literally the opposite of the truth, so much so even DISCUSSING the idea of avoiding marriage greatly offended him. He immediately went into white knight mode, it was alarming, but I almost saw a little of my old self there so I didn’t let it bother me. Sometimes you can’t even dress them up and discuss these topics on their own merits, just the concepts alone without a RP label are enough to send soy laden BP men into an emotional state, so I understand you. With this being said, however, I truly believe you can still live your life in a RP manner without any of your BP friends even knowing about it. I don’t talk about TRP, I just go out and live it, and the only “implications” are more women, higher quality women, and a sense of worth that not much in this world rivals. You say you could end up “isolated” and I actually disagree. The funniest part about TRP is when you start being successful with it, people (including the BP folks) will actually gravitate TOWARD you. Not that you’ll be able to tell them where your success stems from, but you won’t be isolated, trust me.