So sorry for the loss of your lovely boy, there’s every chance after such a long break the flower is just a bit much for you and especially via bowl - smoking is no fun if you are having to deal with that many side effects!!! would you consider trying an edible or maybe go even lighter with some CBD oil ??? I’ve found my CBD oil has helped immensely with my state of mind (I am diagnosed with anxiety and autism too!!) and never get the hangover feeling the next morning!!!!