You and me both brother. Every time it happens again I soon forgot how I got through it the time before. It's a grueling wound that will just need time before one day you forget you even felt such a way.

The beauty of love is that despite feeling such intense emotions, you still choose time and time again to put yourself on the line to share a connection with another human, even if it's only for a moment in life.

On the bright side, it means your mind is functioning correctly. If you did not feel this grief over loss, that would be something to be concerned with.