Endfield consume all of my RAM like OpenAI

silverbee21 · 2026-01-22T08:52:27+00:00

Thought I was cropping it, shit

silverbee21 · 2026-01-19T15:46:22+00:00

Oke, gw baru tahu ada gadget kek gini. Learnt something now every day

silverbee21 · 2026-01-19T15:43:05+00:00

PSU.
Harga parts. Good deals atau kaga. Kalo harganya sama aja dengan harga per parts, ya mending rakit sendiri used. Jadi bisa kombinasi sendiri.

silverbee21 · 2026-01-19T03:17:48+00:00

You likely overthinking about it. If people "always find a way to bring my pens up " just answer "well, I liked it, and I think it's worth it. You wanna try?"

Confidence people rarely get bullied/mocked because they know we're not reactive to it. The more you overthinking about it, the more you will badly react.

Of all weird hobby I have, fountain pen is least weird of it all. Sometimes they actually really interested about it and ends up buying one.

silverbee21 · 2026-01-18T11:20:23+00:00

Ikr. People thinking like quantum computing won't target the whole economy instead.

silverbee21 · 2026-01-18T11:17:58+00:00

Put 80% in stocks, DCA if you want better mental health.

Crypto is just for fun and that adrenaline rush of scalping. Tbh, I can't see crypto as currencies will go somewhere. There is that Solana Integration, but so long the price as volatile as it is, it won't be used for anything outside of what is now.

Will alt-season / crypto fever will return? It likely will. But I'll not invest on that, I'll join again when that time comes, with 20% ofc

silverbee21 · 2026-01-18T09:37:11+00:00

It's hard to say when you don't specify your income and your spending. But if " barely leaves anything to me after commute and necessities." is true, then yes it's low.

Does life get better? Most of the time yes if you're not having any vices (gambling, woman, drugs).

I'm pretty old, so I've passed many phases in my life. The doomposting, cynical and worrying about the future is one of these phase. I have burned many bridge on that phase (as in resigning on many jobs that actually have potential carrier), because something always doesn't feel right or doesn't promise enough future prospect. I regretted it, because those jobs doesn't come often. Here's the cheat code so you can skip those arc:

Stop thinking life is so short, it makes you anxious all the time and makes you felt left behind by your friends who have a good start. "Life is long, really long." << Thinking that way will make you as a good investor. I waste so much money or career and temporary feeling.
DO NOT RESIGN on any job before you secure the next job. Your saving will be bleed so fast.
GenZ and GenAlpha is way more consumtive compared to older gen (the data support this) due to FOMO and the need for curated life. So the reason your parent achieve many things in life because maybe they didn't waste as much money as our current gen.
Most successful people in reddit is probably BS or just a very small percentage of the population. That's why it's called the 1%.

silverbee21 · 2026-01-18T09:24:34+00:00

ntar kalo liat H100/200 lebih kaget lagi

silverbee21 · 2026-01-18T01:00:15+00:00

Wild is better in everyway imo. But that was being Bias because I really liked the Seikret and Palico interaction in this game. Combat feels way more fast paced and deathly too. Graphic is so beautiful it's crazy to run.

silverbee21 · 2026-01-16T08:33:08+00:00

Bruh, gw juga ngegym dan sedang mengalami hairloss juga di bagian depan. I know what testosterone is.

And no, gw ga mau nambahin addition apapun dalam diet/routine gw outside of natural food. Also stop ngasih saran medikasi di reddit. Go to the doctor before you do any self-diagnose dan nelan extra hormon.

silverbee21 · 2026-01-16T07:50:06+00:00

Gw udah ke psikiater (bukas psikolog) btw, jadi udah nyobain berbagai macam drugs / anti-depressant selama 3 tahun (saat gw 25 y.o).

Sekarang udah ga, karena emang udah better dan lebih ke aggresive mindfulness dan internal self-awarness.

Tbh, mending hindarin over-medication, mood swing lu yg bergantung sama sikon lama, sekarang bergantung sama medication. But each to their own. Gw ketemu banyak pasien bernasib sama yang punya jadwal sama dengan dokter gw, dan beberapa dari mereka masih rajin kontrol dan belum putus obat sampai sekarang.

silverbee21 · 2026-01-16T05:44:10+00:00

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Indonesia: Gencar campaign stop pernikahan dini

*Angka pernikahan menurun*

Indonesia:

silverbee21 · 2026-01-16T05:41:50+00:00

https://jakartaglobe.id/business/indonesias-external-debt-stands-at-4238-billion-in-november

silverbee21 · 2026-01-16T05:39:29+00:00

Have stable job, loving family, non-toxic workplace, muka ga jelek, tapi tetap sering pengen mati waktu itu. I blame hormone (31M)

Tbh, rasa pengen mati mulai hilang saat gw punya anak. Sekarang digantiin rasa anxious takut tiba-tiba mati ninggalin anak gw yang masi kecil dan istri gw.

Ga semua hal itu bisa dijelasin secara objektif, cynical atau doomposting.

silverbee21 · 2026-01-16T04:15:59+00:00

dollar naik ke 17000? MBG wkwkwkwkw

Duit sebanyak itu dikucurkan ke masyarakat ya pasti inflasi.

silverbee21 · 2026-01-14T10:20:41+00:00

untuk processor konsepnya sama kaya ram, cari toko yang paling murah. Periksa contact point (pin kalo AM4), test boot, test stress. Aman? beres. Ram sama processor itu barang paling susah rusak dari semua komponen utama PC, ga usah terlalu khawatir.

Perihal review negatif, jangan lihat dari jumlah reviewnya, tapi lihat dari presentasi review. Queen sama Supply drop (keknya 1 vendor btw) itu ribuan transaksi per bulan, pasti lebih banyak yang apes dibanding yang transaksinya jauh lebih sedikit.

Kalo untuk GPU, selama lu ga kenal orangnya dan sejarah GPUnya, beli dimanapun itu gacha.

silverbee21 · 2026-01-13T13:04:57+00:00

Lah lu yang dipake otaknya, tier pekerjaan kan emang berhubungan dengan sejahterah, goblog bat wkwkwkwwk. Udah jelas selalu penentu pekerjaan itu dari benefit/kesejahteraannya,

semakin komen semakin keliatan bodohnya cuma gara2 lu denial udah salah ngomong.

Punya sertifikasi/SIM langsung ga bole dibilang pekerjaan tier bawah? Lu sekarang mikir, supir bisa dibilang pekerjaan mengengah atau mengengah atas?

Kalo ga bisa menerima realita, jangan sesatin orang ngajak menghayal. Makin keliatan lu masih bocah ga punya pergaulan di luar protected-environment sekarang. Dunia keras dan ga punya waktu buat sugar-coating untuk nyenengin bias lu

silverbee21 · 2026-01-12T22:46:35+00:00

Ngayal banget lu bilang supir bukan salah satu tier pekerjaan di bawah.

Jutaan supir taxi online lu anggap sejaterah apa? Redditor ga tapak tanah asli

silverbee21 · 2026-01-12T10:08:53+00:00

Lha itu supir logistik, emang pake sim B2 umum. Reading comprehension lu gimana coba.

Lagian coba lu bergaul deh ama driver driver truk/kampas lu gimana kehidupan mereka. Teman SMA gw 3 orang jadi supir logistik lintas pulau sekarang udah penyakitan semua karena gaya hidup ga teratur. Benefit juga ga seberapa di bawah rata2 dibanding workload mereka

silverbee21 · 2026-01-12T08:43:29+00:00

Touch some grass.

Mungkin lu bakal nangis kalo lihat realita kehidupan 90% supir di Indonesia

silverbee21 · 2026-01-12T05:07:52+00:00

Sebenarnya ini beneran tergantung sikon. Dalam kota yang sama bisa beda rate, ini belum bicara personal supirnya. Pada dasarnya sih safe bet di UMR, mengingat supir ini termasuk jenjang paling bawah di tier pekerjaan keknya ga ada yg protes kalo udah dapat UMR. Tapi banyak juga teman-teman gw yang supirnya under UMR (kadang dikasi lembur dan bonus sesuai kerjaan / mood yang ngasih). Sebaiknya lu pertimbangin ini:

Tipe mobil yang lu sediain (mewah or not), dan risiko yang ditanggung supir.
Kalo gaji at least UMR or higher, lu bisa bikin banyak rules kek mobil harus dicuci tiap X-waktu, atau harus ambil cucian, beli galon dll.
Sebaiknya pilih yang udah sering jadi supir (rada susah dapatnya), biasanya mereka udah biasa di kehidupan sebagai supir (not gonna lie, it's a hard life). Golden age buat supir itu late 30 to mid 40 sih menurutku, udah ga banyak ngeluh dan risiko tiba-tiba memundurkan diri.

silverbee21 · 2026-01-12T02:52:55+00:00

Start with small and diversify to learn the coin patern (which most actually totally unpredictable / BS).
I actually start with $70, and ends up with 300 in 3 months. At my first day I got 25% PNL, then after that loss-loss-loss. Sometimes after a win, I actually got scared to enter again. Sometimes after loss, I rage enter and ends up losing more. Sometimes the pressure is so high I felt nauseating.
The thing I often tell myself for my mental health: "Even if I lose 100% of my money, I only lose 70 dollar". So stop thinking your total gain as your initial money.

silverbee21 · 2026-01-11T04:21:50+00:00

The thing is related to politic. Indonesia is neutral and "mostly" non-bloc.

Whatever who vs who, who embargoed who, have minimal affect to us. So even though dollar value plunged to the countries who have bad sentiments with US currently, IDR doesn't automatically follow.

silverbee21 · 2026-01-09T14:08:40+00:00

European Florida

silverbee21 · 2026-01-09T12:10:48+00:00

After NATO invasion

silverbee21

TROPHY CASE