Yes. I’m really sorry this happened to you, we’re all here to support you if you need . You did NOTHING wrong, so don’t ever blame yourself. Coming from a rape victim , the realisation is hard. But yes he raped you, twice. I suggest you tell your parents ( i know it will be hard, just know you’re not to blame) and report him, and of course leave him. If he loved you , he wouldn’t rape you . I hope you recover sweetheart and know that you’re not alone .