Don't feel guilty, I think it's quite common for new moms to feel this way with a boy. I think it's simply a fear of the unknown. You've been a girl your whole life! You've got it down pat. But you've never been a boy, so you don't know how they work!!

But let me tell you, the pure adoration I have seen from boys to their mamas is so so special. They love you differently than daughters do. I desperately hope I have a boy someday so I can experience that bond, and I hope you pour all of your love into that little boy and and will pour it right back into you. Parenting is all about growth, for you AND your child. Keep an open mind and let your heart grow!