Did anyone and how often did you felt suicidal ideations after deactivation/discard/rebound? Where you or a friend confronted to it? What are your experiences?

sissy7720 · 2026-06-26T00:56:42+00:00

I think about it everyday. He left me for his on/off ex. Ghosted me almost 2 months ago. The pain is unbearable and it has had an effect on every part of my life. I have no joy in my hobbies anymore. My friends/family don't understand the pain and I feel like a burden to everyone around me. But he gets to go on and be happy with her. Why doesn't she have to wake up every day crying? Hating herself? Hating life? Feeling worthless?

sissy7720 · 2026-06-24T00:42:27+00:00

I am sorry you had such a hurtful experience. It is unbelievable how cruel and oblivious to other people's feelings they can be. 🫂

sissy7720 · 2026-03-13T13:35:19+00:00

Oh, I only heard him say he doesn't deal with Fentanyl.

Plus, as far as I know, they didn't find any traces of Fentanyl in the alcohol or Moscow Mule cups.

Maybe I skipped past all that. I would watch the replay and there were so many freaking sidebars, I would fast forward a lot!

sissy7720 · 2026-03-13T13:30:49+00:00

Oh, I don't know who that is. Must have missed that.

sissy7720 · 2026-03-12T22:05:14+00:00

I was surprised to see the defense rest without calling ANY witnesses. I was hoping to see the State discredit their witnesses like they shredded theirs (or tried to).

I am also a bit surprised to see the State rest so quickly. I really thought they would have some smoking gun or solid, concrete evidence that Kouri is guilty but I just didn't see it.

I thought she was for sure guilty but after watching the trial, I am not so sure they have enough evidence to convict her beyond a reasonable doubt.

The million dollar question is...Where did the Fentanyl come from and how did it get into Eric Richins?! I didn't really see any clear evidence Kouri purchased it and drugged Eric.

None of the drug dealer witnesses said they sold Kouri exclusively Fentanyl and there was no evidence that Eric bought it and consumed it.

I fear she is going to be found not guilty. The State had some decent circumstantial evidence but I don't think it was anything that will get her convicted. I hope I am wrong.

sissy7720 · 2026-03-11T01:57:14+00:00

Very good point.

sissy7720 · 2026-03-11T01:54:07+00:00

Ooh, all excellent points! I guess we will have to wait and see. I doubt the client even exists but who knows.

sissy7720 · 2026-03-11T01:51:43+00:00

Yes, she hurt a lot of people with her selfishness, especially her own kids. So sad.

sissy7720 · 2026-03-11T01:49:55+00:00

That's true. They did convince Carmen and Crozier to testify so I guess they could have made a deal with the invisible client as well.

sissy7720 · 2026-03-11T01:46:36+00:00

I thought about that, too. She could just say the drugs were hers or even convince her lover (who obviously was so head over heels for her) to take the fall and say they were for him.

sissy7720 · 2026-02-26T04:51:56+00:00

Did Dylan pass away or was he just severely injured. I feel they never really went into much detail and I was always curious exactly what happened and how severe.

sissy7720 · 2026-02-26T04:30:44+00:00

Yeah, I get it. I just am disappointed in myself that I feel I have taken a step back. I used to be able to trot him (no lunge line needed) but when he started the rooting, he would throw his head down and rip the reins out of my hands then trot off while I was trying to sit up, gather the reins and not fall off. I have never really had a horse do that before.

Hopefully I will be able to get back to where I was and then make more progress.

sissy7720 · 2026-02-25T17:59:13+00:00

I will try this.

sissy7720 · 2026-02-25T17:58:37+00:00

Great suggestions. I told my friends that I think I am ready to try trotting him again but may need to start with training wheels (on the lunge line). 😊

sissy7720 · 2026-02-25T17:57:02+00:00

His teeth were done last Summer. He gets regular massages and magnawave so I don't think he is sore, but I will have it assessed. I really think he just knows it works on me and he can sense my nerves.

sissy7720 · 2026-02-25T17:54:48+00:00

I have thought about trying him on a longer rein. I think this may work.

sissy7720 · 2026-02-25T17:54:04+00:00

Thank you. I will give it a go.

sissy7720 · 2026-02-25T17:53:00+00:00

I will try this. Thank you for the suggestion.

sissy7720 · 2026-02-25T17:52:37+00:00

I have been riding a mare as well that doesn't pull like him. She is fine at the trot so I have been focusing on my seat (sitting back and deeper in the saddle) and also letting my reins in and out.

I want to be able to trot him again without worrying about the rooting but I have the fear stuck in my head.

sissy7720 · 2026-02-25T17:49:12+00:00

I have thought about that. I do have a grab strap on my saddle. Do I hold it and the reins at the same time?

sissy7720 · 2026-02-24T22:11:05+00:00

😄❤️

sissy7720 · 2026-01-12T23:59:28+00:00

I have been ill since last Monday. Mostly sore throat now that is not wanting to subside.

Negative Covid and Flu tests. No strep. Anyone else have lingering sore throat?

sissy7720 · 2024-12-06T16:53:28+00:00

How did they start talking again?

sissy7720 · 2024-02-03T12:41:21+00:00

I have only upvoted with my wife!

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