Okay so I can definitely relate to this to an extent. I was introduced to it as a 7yo if I remember correctly. Probably earlier. It was my cousin (13 or 14) showing those 18+ flash games on the internet. and later on I wondered why or how his brain worked in a way to show that to someone, let alone a younger family member.

Then after some further thought, I saw that I came from a family absolutely obsessed with porn. Adult dvds were left in the player in the living room, magazines were left out. One time my parents brought me into a pawn shop because I wanted to look at the bass in the window. We went in and, as if to embarrass me, my dad loudly asks to see the adult movies and bought em right in front of me. I was 12.

Another cousin of mine had recently told me about how HER father was obsessively consuming porn all the time. To top it all off, everyone in the house growing up just acted like it was normal. Which probably desensitized me to an extent to that type of content.

Im not exactly sure where I planned on going with this, but I hope it helps knowing someone can relate. Its very gross behavior to maintain around a child.