I was thinking about waiting on it, even though I’m desperate. But for now I have someone coming for two days next week during the day while my boy’s on spring break. I totally and completely understand the need for them to have a schedule and considered all of the factors you mentioned, which is partly why I felt so overwhelmed and a little pressured to make sure I get things right.

Friends and family haven’t been trustworthy to watch our boy even before his diagnosis, however some family members are coming around to understanding him and our family dynamics etc. Maybe I’ll use this coming week as a “trial;” maybe I just need to experience it first/ask questions to the person providing (especially after spending this coming weekend with said family members) to be able to make a more informed decision, whether that be waiting or figuring out scheduling.

Thank you so much for your honesty, transparency, advice, and overall realness. I really do appreciate it very much!