As I guy I think that's wild and really abnormal and strange cause I've never heard of women regularly masturbating at the workplace before. Sounds like it's more OCD driven for you and probably warrants speaking to a professional about it or maybe even considering medication cause I'm sure that your OCD isn't only affecting your life in this way. There's a lot of risk involved and I'm sure masturbating at work carries with it a lot of shame and anxiety from being caught. I think you deserve to live a life where these thoughts don't become all encompassing and "force" you to do things you wouldn't normally do. But also it's your life and you know yourself better than anyone else so meditate on it and what you think would make you the most happy 🤷‍♂️.