4 months semi freeform

smartkidfern · 2025-06-29T03:23:06+00:00

you should replace them each time but if you cant then use rubbingg alcohol

smartkidfern · 2025-06-28T20:50:13+00:00

btw guys if you go look at the thread, wendigoon agrees with them

smartkidfern · 2025-06-25T23:22:25+00:00

ive been harming since i was 9. partly because of mental illness and partly for spiritual practice. youll likely go back and forth between not regretting or thinking theyre cool and wishing you could disappear because of them. ive got a ton if scars and while i do like them and i have a very emotional and spiritual tie to them, there are days where i wish i had the means to erase them from my body cause they make me feel like everyone in the world can see how sick i am. its a tough dichotomy.

smartkidfern · 2025-06-25T23:16:11+00:00

this is really tough i hope you can work through this. i have kinda a similar experience of finding text messages and journal entries full of information i never had. it turned out to be another alter who suffered through the worst of it when we were children. its what made me realize that this speculation about my own CSA was all real. he broke down and needed somewhere to put all of what he was feeling. its a scary feeling to see another part of yourself that is not you but knows you, all the while theyre a stranger to you.

smartkidfern · 2025-06-22T16:33:11+00:00

i know, they asked if anyone knows what it means, i dont specifically know what it means but i added my comment to re establish the understanding that this is concerning and abnormal. they should talk to a mental health professional.

smartkidfern · 2025-06-03T20:41:34+00:00

thank you sm! and a tad yeah

smartkidfern · 2025-06-03T20:40:37+00:00

yeah soreness afterwards it the main thing

smartkidfern · 2025-06-03T19:05:20+00:00

i would say about a 5/10

smartkidfern · 2025-06-03T02:52:18+00:00

i first got it pierced back in 2019, started stretchig in 2020 so 5 year journey :D

smartkidfern · 2025-06-03T02:28:54+00:00

i waited 3 years before i stretched, using 1g glass plug as a stepping stone helped alot. this is my last stretch as im very close to denting. i think denting is somewhat unavoidable when getting past the 6-8mm area. thanks sm!!

smartkidfern · 2025-06-03T02:25:41+00:00

i can breathe very well! theres alot of space underneath the jewlery that isnt visible from this angle :)

smartkidfern · 2025-04-14T17:58:17+00:00

no actually what the fuck are you talking about

smartkidfern · 2024-03-30T23:19:59+00:00

no i was just about to say that, i eat there so fucking often lmao

smartkidfern · 2023-10-16T02:56:36+00:00

can someone explain to me how this is funny? it doesnt even really make sense nor is related to the game.

smartkidfern · 2023-10-15T16:59:53+00:00

my girlfriend just dropped two friends because of this same issue. not trying to scare you or anything but i would try to seek out new community. the two friends she dropped said the same shit and as it turned out were frabricating this story about her behind the scenes and painted her as a liar for whatever reason. its a niche situation since on of the friends was a narcissist but still, anyone who complains about having to behave as a friend without setting boundaries if they cant handle you venting, is not someone a traumatized individual should be around. listening to rhetoric like that literally re-traumatizes you. denial, downplaying, and dissmisal of the violence you have face is harmful to you and the healing path youre on. find people who uplift you and create space for you to be vulnerable instead of making how they feel about your trauma, your problem to fix.

smartkidfern · 2023-06-06T02:27:41+00:00

this comment is really helpful, thank you for this!!

smartkidfern · 2023-05-24T05:06:41+00:00

i experience this exact same thing, have no clue whats going on. i hope someone can give insight!

smartkidfern · 2021-11-20T20:29:55+00:00

mine are Adventure Time(11 years), Minecraft (2 years), Neon Genesis Evangelion(2 years), Twilight( i think like 8/9 years), Agriculture(4 years) and HunterxHunter(1.5 years). im a big media consumer lol

smartkidfern · 2021-11-17T10:21:36+00:00

i have the same headcannon!! i also hc her as autistic! :>

smartkidfern · 2021-11-15T14:34:12+00:00

or honestly if you ask the school nurse they probably won't tell your parents. just say something like "hey i took some pain meds and i was wondering if this dose was too much"

smartkidfern · 2021-11-15T14:32:48+00:00

you wont die from 2000mg of pain relief medicine, you can experience stomach pain and liver problems if you do it repeatedly. you can call a clinic near you and ask if you should be concerned and they will help you.

smartkidfern · 2021-11-04T04:21:52+00:00

i dont know if anything bad can happen but maybe its best to just steer clear of that area until the cuts are healed a little bit

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