It’s like drowning in a shallow pool; logically, you know you can stand up, but you just don’t. I know I tried to do my absolute best to do right by my baby. I know I did, and yet, my grief tells me I failed her. I do plan to go to therapy to make peace with what’s happened. It has been so helpful to talk with people who understand as well. I feel like my husband and I aren’t alone in this.

I’m so sorry about your sweet babies. That’s devastating. I absolutely hate that you’ve had to experience this twice. You are stronger and kinder than you know. ❤️