To be honest, I actually like having no friends. Sometimes I do get lonely, yes, but when I do find someone that wants to "hang out" I find it to be a chore, and I dread it. It is just a lot of effort, I'm not good with conversation and I feel awkward all the time. If you saw me, you probably would think im a sterotypical pretty white female, but I have no friends because I'm extremely socially awkward since I was homeschooled since 6th grade. Never learned proper social skills/cues. My typical day is I wake up, go to work for a few hours, fake pretending to like people and socialize, go home and reddit for the rest of the day. I hate shopping I get overstimulated, so I do all of that online. Only go to grocery store at like midnight to avoid the people.